The course of true love never did run smooth.

because im so so bored, so here im blogging, again.
im thinking if i should get myself a new job or dont work now.
but staying at home really kills me luhs.
means i've got no income monthly already. Sianz.
i feel like vomitting now cause i ate too much just now. ):
i finally found the song of my blog and just downloaded it ((:
okay, fine i told my mum that i wanto find new job.
and now she's nagging like fcuk at me now. NAHHBEY!
whole day got nagged by grandma, here she is to continued.
FUCKING IRRITATING LAHS. i really feel like SHOUTING AT HER.
faster go home please, nahhbey. always the same thing to nag.
i really wanna move out of this house. at least, my ears are relaxing.
better than hearing all those fucking naggings' and my anger blows up.
i feel like going shopping now and spent money. FUCK.
i know this is not a good idea to vent my anger, but i wish to do so now.
dear came and he cooked for his dad and mum plus his sis.
and then before his mum could eat anything, he finished it all. wth.
and we played 21 points poker and he lost to me badly.
we played money and all his coins are in my pocket. ahhahaha!
alright, shall stop blogging now. (:

although its all over.

told dennis i wanto quit today.. And i hate the feeling in me now.
i know i dont wish to. but i have to. Sigh.
dint go to school today cause i woke up late.. Sian.
mum asked me whether i need to go school and i said yes.
she told me its 10Am already then i said no need liao. lol
i really dont know what to do with my D&T things lah.
im thinking if i should reborn my hair luhs. Argh!
so many things to do these few days lah! FUCK.
D&T is driving me crazy already. and im already out of SD already.
im really feeling down, i dont wish to leave SD, i know it myself.
when dennis told me to bring down my uniform soon, i cried.
but i know, its time to let go already. SD is a place that have lots of things.
im breaking down soon. i dont know what to do.. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK!
i dont feel like blogging any further, but i wish SD all the best, i mean
those who im working with, the people ..

i've made the decision, even if its wrong, lets not undo.

baby got locked outside his house. his dad refused to let him in, i think.
& now, i've got no news of him at all. ):
just bathe and now blogging, dont really have the mood to blog.
i really dislike my birthday this year, i dont know how to explain.
but im really not in the mood for this year's birthday. ):
life is in a mess, i think, its time to stop all these.
have been going back to school everyday for D&T thang
and not a single thing is into my mind and i cant plan anything.
i wish that i could forget everything. God, grant me, will you?
i hope that i can be like the li ming shun in channel8 the 9pm show.
but i know, its impossible. ): nights...

found all these damn old photo. memories indeed.

when i was still having fun. last year's photo.

LOL, 27 may. my bday! =D located at airport T2. LOL

when i just knock off from work . he look sad cause of his hair, awww ):

LOL. kuku face and hair yes ? =x

these cheesecakes cost $10.30, i ate 1 already. at mount faber. EXPENSIVE =c

Singapore flyer ): promise are meant to be broken.

see the amount of food that the MR LOW BOON WEE HAD ATE.

): because i wore dress. (: because he was here.

he got the kuku face lah! =x

on the ferry wheeellll =DDDD

he said that i got the cheeky face. do i ?

its already 12.03 now, my birthday is over.

had dianxin today(: YUMMY, and was fedup with the taxi driver.

its raining and so me nowell and dear took cab.

if not, we'd be walking there too what. cb so much for fuck.

you are earning money still in the end what. stupid.

nowell kept asking me to cool down. LOL. and he nagg at us lah.

the whole journey, more than half, he's nagging like he is my grandpa.

-________- " and i on my song when i cant take it. and on to the max volume.

and please lah, earning money still right? who are you to nag.

old fuck. ate and slacked at home till 6plus then went for dinner at cresent.

tomorrow D&T class in the morning ): SIANNNz.

had been quarrelling with dear these few days. i just cant control my temper.and i know it suck when people gives you that fucking attitude. sorry boonweee):

but i know you wont blame me right?? no? yes? HAHAH, nooooolahhhh! =D

my hopes and a little wish had just vanished. nevermind then.

i know i should not dwell on it, but i cant resist that feeling.

shall go and sleep now. and yay=ness, i dint wore any skirt.

OMG sake. thank GOD sooooooo much! nowell dint remind when we are gg out.

but she did when she woke me up. but i dont know cause i wasnt awake. =s

aahahhaha! WHAT A DAY. * sweat * nightaaa peopleeee~

i know you're gone this time round.

just reached home, and its 2.15AM now. i've gotto wake up at 9am.
because im going to send samm to airport. =D
so im skipping my class of D&T tomorrow =x i know im bad.
wento food expo again today. hahaha! with dear, nowell and lihao.
nowell left for work after that and lihao sent her..
so shop around the popular fair and all things went so cheap okay!
wento dear's house and waited for him to change. and his house got bee!
omg! his sis took baigon to kill it lah. LOL. i dont know how to spell. dont laugh.
head to my house and nowell brought me mac (:
ohya! forget to pay her back the money! and head to geylang.
meet up with josh and eunice. eunice gave me a mickey boster! SO CUTE
i LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE IT! thanksssssSSSSsss!
so many "chicken " there lah! OMGsss. i miss the time i went the last time.
okay, please think straight, i dont go there for ... ...
i wento makan! and it was a year ago. its was so unexplainable when i reached thr.
ate horfan there and ride on josh bicycle. had so much fun lah!
i really miss all these outings lah! GRrrrrr!
shall upload all the pics tomorrow yea? cause i also dont know why.
hahaah! then had a big quarrel with dear. i attitude him like HELL.
seriously, each sentence he said, i'll shoot back without thinking.
yup, i know im in wrong, i dint apologize. he went home after that.
i can feel that he is frustrated already... he forgot his phone.
i dint realise it at all too and he came back, passed him his phone and
i nearly slam the door and he's still standing outside wanting to talk to me.
Gosh, nearly, means i never slam. talked to him and still giving attitude. sorry):
he MIA now. and im still really angry lah. FUCKING BAD BDAY.
i hate today. shutup to those who wanna comment, zip your mouth.
because i dont need your comments and it wont affect me. ROARRR
and my mood is god damn bad now and i hate hate it.
i hope to recieve a happy bday wish from _____, but i doubt i'll recieve.
but nevermind. shall not post any longer, nights and
~~happy~~ birthday to me.

i waited and still no news of yours

wento jumbo seafood restuarant and ate so much! (:
had my sharks fin and drunken prawn, so damn expensive.
and uncle order two sharks fin cause he knows that i love it ((:
ate and sent grandma home and uncle and his girlf with me & baby
went up to mount faber(: wento the jewel box and ate there.
so damn ex too lah. my cheese cake cost around $10+ and so damn small.
its the display that is nice, shall upload all the pics soon yea?
and yup, got sucha close up look at the cable car. OMG. damn nice!
then head to vivo and arccade.. i think im addicted to the hang toys thang.
i kept wanting to hang things lah! omg, i dont wanto waste this kind of money!
god damn it. i just quarrel with one of my friend.
bloody fucking angry lah, like its my fault. fuck u. its 101% NOT MY FAULT.
shall end here..

OMHG, i wore skirt yesterday and i hate yesterday.
supposed to go to work yesterday and i fell sick.
down with bad bad flu and slight fever ): mum called dennis.
and then she come telling me that she've called dennis
and she dint wake up up at all lahs. i woke up at 2pm & she told me,
i was like, wtf? wanted to message dennis sorry but dint..
so end up, i wanted to go to the doctor but dint.
head to find winnie and was forced to wear skirt. for godsake. Grrr!
wento ehub yesterday and saw the SD. saw dee and rong.
head to arrcade and wanted the mickey mouse so so badly lah!
but cant get it in the end )): was damn disappointed and don kept saying sorry.
he tried his best, and i dont blame him at all. ):
head to find louis and kimpeng with baby(:
ate and head home, KO because im still sick. )): a bad day yesterday.
but i did enjoyed. as i sat ferry wheel yesterday(: at ehub. LOL
the small one, not the big singapore flyer )): nehhmind.
shall go and prepare, my uncle is coming to fetch me to makan! (:
and baby is coming along toooooo (: SO much of lovesssss (:

because i dont wanna lose you.

i just reached home. and its 2.41 AM now. tmr opening -.-
so, if im late, you guys should know why too. =x
meet the parents was fine okay! then wento food expo.
had so so many stuffs lah! so is dear! that pig! =x
walked around and wento meet up with his dad and mum.
his dad wants to follow and his mum was asking why. LOL.
i shall elaborate tomorrow. im soso tired now!
winnie and don and dear is celebrating my bday with me tmr. so is louis!
ahhaha! i must wear skirt lea! OMFG! i hate HATE it!
ohya! forgot to post bout yesterday! xiu zhen rong and sam from mi lu bin came.
shall blog tomorrow yea? i changed blog song! i LOVE it.
damn meaningful please! read the lyrics below my imeem!
please god damnit, im loving this song now so much! NIGHTS!

will you grant me that smile of happiness?

omg, worked from 5 - C . skipped school w/o MC. shitz!
grrrr! mr tay's gonna complain to my mum tomorrow for sure.
thank god, HOLIDAYS ARE HERE FINALLY.
but it doesnt seems like one to me because i've to go back to school.
for fuck sake, just for the D&T. i wanna drop this subject lahs.
because i really have got no intrest for this lah.
for the whole first 2 weeks of my damn holiday. )):
so i dint go to school means i dint meet dear at all today.
but hehehe! yes i did, despite i've got work.. dabao food for him.
seee! im good right. okay lah. and yup. his mum sis and even his dad
who was sleeping woke up and eat. my ahma sleep liao. so ): ahhaha
and dear can only eat alil because his whole family is snatching from him.
poor boy. his dad loves superdog's food so so much. LOL.
wento 7-11 with dear and wento dabao fried rice home. and now, im EATING
i know im fat already. nvm, go on diet tomorrow luhs.
wakakakas. i think my pay for this time round will hit 100$?
and my dad is going to give me $200 as my bday present. hahah!
money is more useful. and now, im planning what to get for myself. =x
hahahhha! i wanna go ehub lah! sit the ferry wheel. the fake one -.-
i wanna sit the real SINGAPORE FLYER LAH! ))):
i asked my mum to bring me but she said its ex and useless ):
no sense of romantic-ness. -.- god damn it.
tomorrow meet the parents. im so scared okay. i wanna find people
to replace my mum to go lah. but teacher wanto see mummy! ):
im so so hungry and feel like vomitting. i ate only the chicken today.
and my gastric is coming back. alright. shall end here.
today's work was alright, huijie is sick. GET WELL SOON.
if not FROGs can neither jump or sing! =D

with much loves that are kept.

look at my ahboon! cute right??! hahaha~

me and ongling, before class photo taking.

see! i used the hanging thing to win the pooh! not BUY~

seee! i got 2. but i wanna the blue one!

ahahha! went school today lahs. and had cheng's lesson. -.-
had a small small quarrel with him and he said my attitude SUCK.
yea. i know.. but only to you. i dont do this to other teachers.
and saying that ongling got influence by me? dont know us well then SHUTUP!
trying to act smart when you dont know anything.. you're making
yourself like a fool you know? get the bloody fact right, i dont need your comments.
he told me this.
cheng: if im the boss and you give me this kind of attitude, i'll fire you.
ehh, please, if you are the boss, i will never step into your company.
but anyway, doubt you'll have it yourself as a boss lah. sto[p] dreaming.
enough of all these rubbish.. wento tiong and had kfc..
Saw junren, cheeho, edwin and andrea. shopped around and head home.
dear came after that and his findge is suffering because of a girlf like me.
and i forced him to take photo after i tied his fridge and a twist sign.
ahahah! i know he's pathetic. but he look cute right???! YES! he does.
going to bathe now.. mom just cooked fried rice for me...
dear thought that he will need to spend $100 ++ on me on my bday.
ahhahaha! but of cause im not going to be sucha bad girlf lah.
okay, im really sick now and will be skipping school tomorrow for god sake.
and will get an mc myself lah. i need MC already.. cause i always absent w/o it.
shall end here.. byebyebyebye people. 1 more day to HOLIDAY.

it was always you with me.

wento vivo and met up with ling, nowell and lihao.
yupyup. ongling had her interview today. ahahaha.
walked around and waited for dear to come..
and we went arccade again. this time, i got the red one!
i just go in and hang for the first time, i GOT IT.! lucky right?!
super duper lucky lah! and i got that winnie the pooh for 1 dollar. haha
shall upload the photo tomorrow if im not lazy yea?
yup. wento meet up with mum for dinner with my boy(:
ate and mum prank on dear. hahaha, i just laughed non-stop.
yay! mummy's bring me to eat dian xin with my uncle on my bday! ((:
superrrrr lonnnnggggggg never eat liao can!?
and i can sell my psp and get a new one, if not a ps3! HAHA
but means, no psp liao. ): damm sad please.
so, i shall get psp still cause its portable lah. i cant bring ps3 out.
unless i bring my whole tv out . ahahhaha. im crazy, i know.
dear left at 9pm and i wento bathe. tmr im going to school. ):
i actually planned not to because im really lazy.
but then, class photo taking tomorrow and i have yet settle the jersey thing.
so, my classmate have already messaged me and asked me to school.
): i thought i could get the holiday a week eariler than anyone else do ):
but sadly, no. nehhmind! 2 more days to HOLIDAY.
must make full use of it already lah. of cause must got income.
so i must work lah. ): money, fall from the sky, will you?
i know im dreaming, so i shall go and sleep so i can DREAM MORE!
nights everyone! BYEBYEBY[E] ~

you are the only perfect one in my eyes.

seee! i did it on him! i forced him to do this. ILOVEYOU(:

thanks zalif(: i LOVE this really ALOT.

look! JAM JAM JAM!

the second time.. but lazy to post the 3rd one. =c

my banana and winnie the pool. got in the vivo hang thingy. E-zone.

so lucky okay! ongling hang for me de!

woke up at 11am today and head to work.. guai hor. early lea.

then wento kitchen and team with that feebiieeee! LOL

sosososo long never work with her liao you know?!!?!?!

and we have so much crap inside.. and my xin chuan mei lah!

had fun lah.. and control was jamming like hell..

we are a team with no order at all.. she'll suddenly be doing fried dogs.

and out of sudden, she'll be doing bun and me topping and craps!

ahahhah! went home at around 6.30 and zalif came and fetch me..

wanted to see doctor my my leg.. but my mum wasnt free. sian lah.

so, i'll be skipping school tomorrow. ahahaha =x

i know, im bad bad girl. got so many forms to pass up tomorrow. shitz!

baby came at 7.30pm and we had quarrel. a big big one.

i threw my temper at him lahs. and i threw things at everywhere.

and ended up , he's the one packing all those stuffs.

he was hungry but he doesnt wanto eat. because im not.

so i wento cook some egg and the meefen that my grandma bought for him.

but but but then, the mee hoon so OMG OMG LAH!

so i stopped him from eating and we are fine after that. i'd really change okay.

if im the past girlf, the situation wouldnt be like this now.

ahahha! he went home around 11pm. watching show now. im bored.

shall go and read feebie's blog now..

working on thurs sat sun. cause i wanna go singapore expo on fri with baby.

i've got my this month pay finally. which i dint go and collect at all.

another 50cents to a blue note, cant u add for me ah! STINGY lah, SD =x

nehmind, i dont need your extra money. i used my own hands to earn.

i just ate mac. order delivery. and im gonna grow fatter.

my bday's comming! WOOHOO! will be counting down with dennis ken ....

and dear's coming over to my house and countdown! ((:

im starting to develop my feelings for monkey. ofcause my mickey will still be.
and zalif bought a monkey handphone thang for me. SO CUTE.

got light one leah! LOL. hahha, im growing crazy liao. byebye!

i'll never be the past.

my leg hurts so so much now! ):
woke up around 1+ by dear's message.
he came after 1 hour and we head to my dad's place.
ate chicken rice and took money from him..
and i dont know why, i've spent $50 dollars alr.
partly on cab lah! ): SIAN, i regretted taking taxi now.
but nvm.. and tomorrow, ongling is going for interview at SD.
ahaahha! she so worried and scared lah.
dear is going for fico again tomorrow.. is soccer really that nice to kick?
i seriously hate soccer lah. not hate, i dont like..
i always got hit by the ball when playing soccer at PE.
and is always the ball running after me instead of me chasing after it.
ahahahaha! NVM! but watching soccer isnt that bad to me already?
ahahahah, i know i've changed. everyone does.
wento doctor and the doctor see my leg.. and try to dont know do what to it.
i shouted so loudly lah. damn ps. =x and now, my leg is bandage-d.
so UGLY lahs. am going out tomorrow.. so, recover! pluhlease!
just ate mac with dear and he've went home..
im growing fatter and not slimmer.. i always says that i wanto diet..
but with him around, i cant get myself to slim down and i eat alot.
DAMN OMG . alright, shall go and Zzz Zzz Zzz liao. my eyes hurts! ):

cant stop that mind that thinks of you.

was having a big headache in the morning whether to go school anot.
and after lying on my bed for 20mins, i decided to go to school.
head to school and have lessons ): played psp also.. hahahaha
i wanna buy a new psp, i dont know why. i know all are the same.
assembly sucks as i fell asleep during the VP's talk.
saw dear got caught and was standing at the doorway. LOL
head to tiong and had raja inn for lunch with ongling.
nowell and lihao dont know go where after that ...
the service now at the raja inn sucks so much.
we sat at the corner and i pressed the bell for the person.
i waited and press again, no one came still. wtf ?
and we waited for our food for like so long lah..
and they changed the way of buffet. its $19.90 now
and can order lots of food just for this price.. different from last time lah.
so we are like 2 stupid sitting there ordering the food lah.
was damn full after eating and head to CD shop..
ongling brought 3 CDs and i just ripped all to my comp. =x
and she's so bored and have started taking pics already..
shall upload for her later and help her post in her blog.
people, do visit her blog, cause her blog seems quiet. ):
ONGLING so big at my links there, visit visit yea?
and im so bored now lah, and she is taking pictures of herself now.
and school's really killing me, i have to return to school for first 2 weeks.
because of my bloody D&T stuffs. )): even on my bday. SIAN DIAO.
ahahha! shall go and help ongling create friendster now.
people, ADD ADD ADDDD ! =D
bye bye people, holidays are coming in 1 week time!
keep counting DOWN DOWN DOWN !

i thought you did be here by now.

i hate today so so much.
i passed my SCIENCE?!??! lol.
but i failed my maths badly. 27. LOL.
and failed my D&T too. sian
enough of my results. it just get on my nerves..

yah, discuss about our class jersey today..
and i took no 27. lucky nobody is taking this number also.
and now, im having my damn mood swing ):
nothing can cheer me up at all. i dont know why.
Sigh, exams results sucks and when im having exams,
i myself have got totally no mood to do all the papers at all.
partly is because of my problems ... Argh.
sigh, shall go off now. bye people.

will there ever be eternal love?

ohmy. i skipped school today. im really tired when i woke up.
so i went to tell my grandpa that i'll not be attending school.
dint get any MC.. hopefully mr tay wont chase after me for that.
dear messaged me in the early morning too.
and i told him that i'll be skipping school.. and that means
i wont be watching him playing soccer today. sorry):
maybe, i should not be there to watch him to play? i dont know lah!
im having damn mood swing this 2 days and i dont know why.
i wanna change the blog song but the imeem seems to have prob. ):
and i've been rotting at home the whole day...
im damn bored please.. who can entertain me?

imissyou,doyou?

today is sucha damn tiring day for me luhs!
had captain's ball inter-class match today.
and still, we dint get into top 3 luhs.
we trash 1 of the classes, lost to 1 and 3 tie.
thought that we can rematch for the tie one but nope) :
and 511, which is our greatest fear, we TIE. heng lah!
if im not wrong, i hit peiwen and jazreel.. and i faster say sorry.
ahaha! okay, 512 is damn rough lah.
head to canteen and grab some food and head to hall.
watch Alvin and the chipmunks movie.. ahaha.
and something happened to me, only. and im damn sad at that time.
i dont know why too. shall not eleborate too.
had police talk after that and waited for baby outside school.
head home and wento work.
Isetan lah. and i dont like this work at all. damn boring.
sell what stupid bags lah! all so ugly plus expensive.
took some pics and shall upload tomorrow yea? its late now.
and i gotta bathe soon, im damn tired plus my leg is injured.
okay, byebye! tomorrow my class is going for learning journey.
AT the most COOL place which is located at JURONG ISLAND -.-
nights PEOPLE!

i tried to walk out even though i cant.

dear, i love you tooo!

baby's doing something for his mum(:

i'll also be there when you need me, yea?

happy 4 months anniversary to us(:

ahahha! SILLY him. LOVES.

i forced him to do this. hahah =x

okay, i felt damn bored and on my comp for blogging.

tomorrow is the LAST paper, oral ):

and i'll be out of school before 8Am, how stupid.

muswell take our oral during last week lahs.

we ended our english at 8.30am, can oral mah! then tmr no school.

stupid teachers! =x and yah, im so bored.

baby cant call cause his mum wants him to sleep.

and now, i also wanto sleep liao...

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY to all the mummys in the world!

pics are uploaded, there's more and the BBQ, but im lazy.

other days yea! (: NIGHTS

its was so un-forgiveable.

dint blog for yesterday because im lazy..
i went for my class BBQ and thanks god, FUNFUNFUN!
baby sent me to queenstown MRT and met up with boonpeng.
gweexiang was there too. and took the cards.
helmi and faizal was there already...
baby stayed with me awhile and he went playing pool with them.
ahaha, heard that gweexiang won, baby second and boonpeng 3rd. lol
yah, something happened to both of us and we are fine now((:
bbq was like so LOL, we walked long way to our pit.
which i thought that it'd be near. ): LOL,
i got pics but lazy to upload, other day yea?
all the teachers who were supposed to come yesterday dint turn up.
and so, NO teachers came. LOL.
some guys was playing with soccer and i sat there..
cause im having my cramps ):
so i dint really enjoyed myself there too.
yahs, rismail got cake all over his face and so is everyone..
but i dint, cause im sick, so they let me off. AHAH.
after playing with cake, we took group photos (:
despite wanting to throw rismail down the sea, he went down himself.
ahahhaha! pulling his girlfriend down too. LOL
shiqi and ongling got pulled by azahar. LOL
baby came and fetched me around 9pm.
took some beehoon and chickenwings to
him.. hahah
and yah, a guy came up to me asking for help..
for his friend anniversary thang luhs. haaha
after that, they treated us ice cream. LOL. and things went on smoothly.
reached home and watched the ghost show with baby.
and off he went home. ahahah
now he is here playing with my psp, again. LOL.
byebye!
and rismail was like saying, also my bday, is that for me? LOL

why should i be treated like this?
wth is all these?
_____ had never treated me in this manner..
_____ had never doubt me with others.
and he've never ignore me when i got injured.
even a slight knock, he would also get panick..
but how about you? i got my hand sprain and you
could just ignore me like this. like nothing happen.
i got myself injured, you could just stand there and watch.
im not saying you should be like him, but at least..
i dont know how to say.. today what had happened..
you could just stand there and watch me in pain myself.
and telling me that you got oil on yourself too.
i asked how is your hand, and how about you?
did you even ask? and come telling me you also.
my skin have left a small scar... but have you noticed?
who am i to you? i got no idea...
this remind me of how you treated me from the start.
because of what you told me, i dont know which word of urs
should be believe, and which not to believe..
i've been crying for days in the night...
and why should i carry on this sadness in me everday?
im tired, seriously.. you know?
even my friend did noticed that im feeling down,
and i tried all my best to smile and be happy infront of them.
but did u even noticed that i tried very hard to smile infront of u?
just because i dont want you to be worried, but i doubt so.
you said you dont like me to meet some of my friends,
i tried not to.. and you always forgot your promise
and did i ever shouted at you or pull a long face at you?
just a picture, you can give me a black face..
am i not good enough? i tried not to throw my temper..
i tried not to get angry at you, and im totally not like the past.
but come to think of it, why is it that i must do all these
and you are treating me like nothing?
you told me the same thing as _____ and said you both are different.
yup, but you have never done something to prove your words.
but _____ have always prove his words and i really felt love-d.
how about you? im not a toy, if you are unhappy, say out.
even if you want to end the relationship. i wont stop you. get it?
im really tired of everything already, because you never know whats in me.

tomorrow's having class BBQ, spent $100 plus on the food..
ohhmy, have to reach queenstown MRT at 3pm ..
im looking forward to it yea(:
at least, i can enjoy myself there, hopefully.

when i turn my back on this relationship, nothing will save back.

i got a very very nice boyf!
i told him that i feel like eating fried fish soup..
he wento buy for me...
he have to change 2 time bus at thomas's house..
and then when he reached, the shop is closed.
so i told him i wanto eat chicken rice, drumstick...
but dont have already... left with wings. -.-
and then he brought me 2 chicken wings! cause i want. ahaha
so i can eat with rice later, or maybe not.

today is maths paper2. and i flunk as usual. (:
but nvm, i have give up on my maths long long ago.
and now, i wanto buck up on all other subject.
now, i find that science are quite intresting. LOL
okay, this post is getting nowhere.
after school, nowell waited for me at gate, rushed to meet her.
and lihao ran down to find nowell while having exam.
head to hawker for our " breakfast "
baby came and we all waited for lihao..
mum wanted me to buy things for her and im so lazy lah..
and baby wento buy for her.. ): and of cause,
cannot leave him alone to buy my mum's thing.. so i followed.
and im so damn tired and moody lah..
reach home and had a quarrel with mum. damnit.
bake some cookies with dear and LOL, failed. hahahaha!
and i fell asleep and he was using the comp..
and he left to thomas's house and i slept til 6.30. ahaha
im still waiting for him, de food. LOL
byebye! (((((((((:

why am i still trying to spare a feeling for you.?

ohhmy! u really made me hate u more..
wanto backstab people? and good enough,
you yourself also know that you have got no friend uh?
dont act pity, cause you suck. (:
i'll expose you out one day, and its you the one who did all these.
so dont say people dint care bout the friendship.
its you who destroyed the friendship yourself.

english paper today. and congrats, i flunk-ed.
i got total 0 mood to do the paper.
because of what i got to know yesterday night..
tomorrow maths paper 2. and im going to flunk again. (:
im damn tired now and dont wish to think of anything already.
nights and bye.
hopefully, i can get a 30 marks for tmr's paper and i know its 0%.
because at least, i wanna score a 45 marks.
i dont aim for a pass cause i know i cant. ):

why is it always you?

okay.. Science today was pretty fine.
luckily yesterday night, i went thru my worksheets.
and guess what, most questions came out and totally the same!
OMG, i will pass, hopefully.
yea. paper ended at 10.42am and mr ali made us stay back ):
so everything ended at 11.45am...
so decided to wait for baby and head to hawker with ong, sam, qi.
should actually go home today because i have to change..
and meet up with baby afterwards. but ended up.. LOL.
wento bugis and had seoul garden! HAHA
i ate damn lot please! im growing FATTER and FATTER. )))))):
okay, im damn stucked with my D&T thang and im still blogging now.
asked help from some D&T students and my friends too..
but non can help me. ohmy!
i have to pass up tomorrow lahs. and i still cant get any ideas. ):

okay, im starting to have intrest in the nuff thang..
i wanna try lah. hopefully can earn money too! HAHAA.
they say must click on it or whatever.. im W-O-L-S, i know.
nvm... laugh all you want. BYEEE BYEEEE~

i felt so, unexplainable.

maths exam today. so is D&T .
2 killing subjects are combined in a day.. LOL.
maths was okay you know??!!! AHAHA.
okay until i dont know how to do expect the last page.
GOSH. and was getting answers from ongling. LOL
maths sucks to the core.
and yah.. plus yesterday night, i dint sleep at all...
when i recieved the paper, i slept before doing for 45mins.
and then start to do for 20 mins and sleep again.
see, how do i pass like this? but i think.. will score at least 20marks?
LOL. D&T was stil alright.. will pass(:

head to baby house after school for him to change..
and then we head to vivo and pass phone to dennis! (:
see, im SHIRLEY TAN.. LOL.
baby sent me home and asked him to go home..
because there is paper tomorrow and he is tired too(:
but he still made the effort to sent me..
and he promise that he will go home straight when bus arrived..
and his bus arrived first and he pretend cannot see. haha
nvm, tomorrow is our anniversary. (:
tomorrow science paper. people, wish me gooood luck) : no.. ((:

how are you doing now, my only worry.

im feeling very very down now..
i just dont know how to say..
and i just hope that time will stay at where i want.
failure yea? i know im ..
and i got like TOTALLY no mood for tmr's exam.
wish me for failing well tmr yea. ..
Sigh...

OMG LAH~ 9 more hours to exam! GOSHHYY~
okay.. will be meeting ongling later to study. SIAN
im feeling sleepy now lah! LOL
wento pray at the near bugis there with baby today..
and head to long john for my " breakfast "
baby went home and take his book and we met ling at LJS.
head home and played the sims2 again. lol.
okay..shall not sit infront of comp for so long..
if not, my eyes will be tired and i'll sleep. BYEE(:

whats more to come?

okay. its 3.02AM now and here im blogging..
cause i bought the sims2 today and have been playing since then.
ahaahhaha! damn nice and i really dint realise that its so late.
omg, im sleepy now.. ahahah!
planned to celebrate our anniversary today and guess, how we did.

cheeho wanted baby to go and play bball.. so i asked him to.
we cooked wanton mee and eat..
we wento tiong and buy the sims2.
we studied at home, no, should be he studying alone.. im playing.
wento somewhere near my house for supper...
reached hom at 11.40 and we played psp game and the sims2..
baby went off at 12.10am for the stupid last bus. LOL.

ahahaha.. see, this is how we celebrate. LOL..
nvm, baby said that we shall go and eat at soeul garden on wed.
means our real anniversary day lah! and its exam time...
so eat liao must study.. ): SADDDDD OKAY.
nvmm, because im looking forward to holidays!
cause mummy wants to bring me to GENTING! (((:
hope that she wont just say for the sake of fun.
AND i have to return to school for like maybe everyday?
just because of that D&T thang! OHHHMYGOSH! wth.
nvm, just after this year, i can be in ITE .. wooohoooo! ahahah!
okay.. i wanna go sleep now liao.. cause im freaking tired...
& tmr, i dont think i can play the sims2 anymore ): cause its maths on mon!
its a killing me subject. BUT, i will still try my best and score.
wish me good luck please people...
BYEBYE. nights! GOOD LUCK EVERYONE TOOOO~

will there ever have another chance for that love?

You're the only thing i got right, the only one i let inside.

Sigh, im so so so moody now.. who can be here with me now?
thought that im having a peace of mind when something flashed back.
And saw some old photos on my comp and makes my mood down.
Tell me, why am i still got bothered by all these?
i hope im not, seriously.. but i cant get rid of that feeling..
i tried many many ways... but never succeed.
ongling told me this and makes me feel like im a coward.

the shirley i know is not afraid of anything.
why is she being defeated by this small little thing?

okay, im just stucked and dont know what to say after that.
yah, like i said, i just dont understand the word L-O-V-E.
if one day i were to get tired of it,
i will never be like this now.. trust me.
i'll be the worst shirley that you'll never know..
maybe you cant even recognize me? that would be better..
when will i be able to throw away this burden on me?
i really hope to.. will you teach me how?

boooo~
exams are so so so NEAR! and you know what,
i have yet touch my books at ALL. AHAH
well done shirley!
today, i skipped school and head to doctor with mum..
the doctor wanted me to go and see a specialist.
and i dont want. IM SO AFRAID OKAY.
and just than, baby had finished his paper..
he knows that im scared and he rushed down. How nice(:
yah, wento bought kfc ...
and yah, came home and eat my kfc..
wento his house after that because i wanna play the sims. =x
ahahaha! his sis is home and sleeping.
head to bugis and walked around like fools..
we planned to celebrate our anniversary tmr at soeul garden..
and we asked the price, guess what... 30bucks.
wth, okay.. so i told baby, we shall eat at home instead. and he agreed.
ARGH! baby is forcing me to take medicine NOW! SHIT...

okay, finished that stupid medicine.. OMG. YUCKY!
baby fed me(: seeee! i got such a nice boyf.
yah, came home and cooked fried rice..
tmr, we gonna cook prawn mee! AAHAHAHAHAHA!
dont laugh! okay, shall go and play games with baby! BYE
ohhya, i just threw my temper at him, sorry okay?
iloveyou(:

its time...

boooo! today is such a #%^^&&@q@$!%# day. LOL
BECAUSE, woke up at 1 plus.. and nowell messaged me.
head to the pray pray thang and fucking sway,
i dint bring my wallet along as i rushed out..
cabb was 20.80$ and nowell gave me the money..
because baby only have $15. -.-
and yah. played street fighter after the thingy. ahah.
went home and take my wallet and wento baby's house.
waited for him to change and everything.
his dad is home when he kept assuring that wont.
ahahaha. okay, head to burger king and ate there..
he forced me to drink medicine AGAIN . ))): OMG
so so so so KU can!? asked him to have a little sip.
he himself also cannot take it lah! he fed him, how nice(:
studied and went home.. i dint managed to watch my 9pm show!
ARGHHHH! FUCKYOU~ =x
my eyes are swollen now.. dammit. but nehhhmind, not going school tmr.
ahahha! YAY-ness lah!
sec4N 5N are having exams tomorrow, GOODLUCK.
and to those i really wanto say,
you must pass well.

i'll be there if you want me to.