♥back to blog @ Monday, June 30, 2008
Before clock strike till 12AM,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONGLING!
Lazy to post about what had happen afew days ago.
But the only main thing is im sick! =(
Celebrate ong's birthday with her. watched movie.
Bought her a goat softtoy. CUTE OKAY!
And my blogshop is getting fine now.
HOPEFULLY CAN EARN MORE ALSO!
http://lovely-doveyhouse.blogspot.com/Do support!
Tomorrow's school, yet im not in the study mood. ):
I NEEDA GET MY STUDIES BACK ON TRACK.
AND NOW, i wanna go sleep.
ITs over 12AM already.
LETS SAY GOODBYE TO ONGLING'S BIRTHDAY! =D
i was stunned to see you at here, no, there.
♥time flies. @ Saturday, June 28, 2008
ohmy, im having flu AGAIN! DAMNIT.
Because i on air-con for like 2 hours, i started to have flu for almost 5h!
Doing some blogshop thang. And now, calculating the $$$.
changed link again.
http://lovely-doveyhouse.blogspot.com/ Sorry for keep changing. Anyway, dint attend school today also!
Down with bad bad flu. i dont have bird flu! I remember nowell
telling me that i have that. NO OKAY! idiot. =/
Im trying to create tees from now.
Am trying out the sample and all. HAHA.
hopefully it will be able to succeed. SUPPORT SUPPORT KAY.
And also Nowell!
http://passion-beauty.blogspot.com/ whatthehell. keyboard is having some problems!
Shall stop bloggin! ARGH.! CAPS LOCK ARE ON WHEN ITS OFF.
FUCK THE KEYBOARD! DAMNIT
gaDS
♥1 more day. @ Thursday, June 26, 2008
Dint post yesterday because im busy with blogshop.
Something happened to me and eunice blogshop because of a bitch >:(
So dint post, again i dint wento school today. :/
because there's file check, D&T and i needa pass clothes to my customer
later at 3pm and im afraid that i have to stay back for D&T.
Plus, im down with BAD flu like so seriously and fever ):
So eunice will be passing the clothes to the person later..
Ohmy, i needa see doctor later. Eunice coming down to accompany me.
How nice of her right? Because she's taking the clothes from me.
im missing out lessons these 2 days and im kind of regretting.
Should have attend school today but i dint. I went back to sleep.
Again, busying with blogshop and things so i think i'll blog lesser already.
http://shopshopworld.blogspot.com/ do visit! the new url ! =D Our blogshop.
i miss baby. Because during holiday time, he'll get me breakfast. ):
But now, he's in school already. Im kinda hungry but no food in kitchen.
Shall go and bathe now. BYEBYE!
Do support my blogshop! =D
nothing can last in this world.
♥i cant take my eyes off you. @ Tuesday, June 24, 2008
okay, today is sucha bad day & im skipping school tomorrow =/
Lets start the post for today.
i wento school and reached at the timing same with shiqi. o.0
im always late for meeting them at the church. ahaha!
Spray my hair in toilet and then no hair check. NINABEY!
So end up go class check but its damn NOTHING. _\_
teachers only check girl's fingernails and no more! WTH!
So i sprayed my hair to black for N-O-T-H-I-N-G. was damn pissed off.
& i kept complaining to Ongling and Shiqi non-stop. hahaha =x
So Mr Tay came over to me and WHOLE CLASS was saying that i
DID NOT CUT my fingernails. but suprisingly, I DID!
its dear who forced me to do so because he doesnt wants to see me got caught.
Because since the day he noticed me, i've always been caught and failed for the check.
So i did. And Mr Tay also had predicted that my nails would be long.
But heh heh, i disappointed him and he was damn shock. So is the whole class.
Because i never cut my nails at all, i only buff. so its always long.
And i always give Mr Tay excuese that no fingernails cannot do this and that.
But this time round, its the first time he ever saw my fingernails short w/o his nagging!
AHAHAHA, mother tongue lesson was fun. =D only today is fun only. =/
And all the lessons are still as boring. Mr Cheng went for the ITE trip.
So no CPA lesson! =DD Its so much of joy for us. =/ a relieve teacher came.
Sadly, there's no ITE trip this year. But nevermind, i dont think i'll look forward to it
like how i used to be anymore. =( And i fell asleep in chinese lesson even
though its fun. OHMY, because i was really tired. i have not turn my mood to
a school day mood. i need a week to do so. =/
End the day with english lesson which made me not to attend school for tomorrow.
Because there's file check and my file is totally EMPTY. KO SONG! ( hokkien )
So, this is the stupid and lousy reason for me of not going school.
BUTBUTBUT, im having bad flu also. I kept sneezing whole day long. even NOW!
So i'll get MC because of my N'lvl. Ohya! Khairul came back already! OMG.
hahhaha, he used to be my " valentine " in class. hahahha!
head to hawker with nowell and lihao to wait for dear.
and he came at 3pm because remedial cancelled. Head to tiong and studied.
But again, i fell asleep because its maths paper. But i was so awake when
we are joking around with each other.
NOWELL DARLING gave me a mickey necklace! HAHAH =D
I LOVE IT SO MUCH, MUACKS! and she got dear a ultraman watch.
He gotto wear it to school tomorrow. AHAHA! so everyone, watch out for his hand.
wento saloon and had my head washed. ahahha. i think its a long post for today. =)
And when dear was sleeping at my house, he snored SO LOUD CAN!?!?!
i was on the phone with nowell doing my blogshop thang, he snored.
LOL, i asked nowell to listen and then i put the phone near him. =/
i think he's really tired because he got lots of homework everyday. poorboy):
someone tagged at my tagboard, the ' ? ' . can anyone tell me why is it so?
shall end my post here, its a damn long one. (: nights people.
im still trying to figure.
♥First Day of school. @ Monday, June 23, 2008
TAMADE! NO HAIR CHECK TODAY! i thought there was and i rushed to toilet to spray my hair. And wth is, chua say tomorrow then check!
MEANS, i have to spray hair tomorrow, AGAIN.Saw a guy with totally golden hair to school today. its damn fucking obviousthat he dint dye black at all and so many people laughed at him.Idiot Ongling and Shiqi said that he's my gang because i usedto have golden hair which had got caught by teachers before.But omg, he's the master. because he's more daring not to dye black & come school.Which i know i'll never do this. but nevermind, 3 more months i'll be out of this jailpalace!AHHAHA! times flies and im taking N this year. Quite scary i should say.i realise that i've really no time to slack anymore and my D&T is still in a mess.Goshy thing is Science homework is a mountain manz! ( #%$#^%@&% ) you know what!?!?!? we have got 11 worksheets and some are even like,staple in afew pages and still got 2 with 11pages.and its counted as 1 only.TELL ME, HOW THE HELL CAN I FUCKING FINISH ALL THESE BY THESE WEEK?!? GOD, WHERE ARE YOU?!?!??!And i gotto stay back for D&T starting from next week onwardsand might have to return to school for my workpiece. And i have yet start work at all.im still lazy to draw out any picture at all lahs! And tomorrow, i have to go andtransfer money for the clothes for blogshop. OHMYTIAN/GOD/SEN!im TOTALLY not in the mood for anything now. EVERY SINGLE LITTLE THINGSand i feel like sleeping now. RIGHT NOW. tomorrow ))))))):
i dont feel like going to school tomorrow, shitz(!) And when i reached home today, i KO right away when i stepped into my bedroom.slept till 7pm and watch the shows, bathe and watch tv again! =(
And im feeling sleepy now! ))): its always like this for the first week of school reopen.Sian. and i feel damn restless. but nevertheless, i ENJOYED my day with my girlfriends!because they are always there to talk, laugh, shout, nag around meand thats what kept me awake when im with them! HAHA. Lovesssss!
i just couldn't figure out why.
♥School's reopening. @ Sunday, June 22, 2008
OHMY, another 10 hours, everybody will be sitting at school's parade square!
OHNOOOOO! I DONT WANNNNNNNNTTTTTTTTTTT~
alright, i have yet done a single piece of my homework & D&T.
i think i needa chiong my work after i blog. but the worst thing is,
i lost all my science worksheet and all my homework plus
i dont know where did i place my D&T print out picture for my design journal.
And my design journal is with dear when i need it so much now!
Plus teacher wants me to dye my hair black because the colour is back.
And lucky i dint dye my hair this holiday, so baby is passing my the hair spray tmr.
Because i will sure get caught for hair as Mr Ali is watching closing at my hair
whenever there is hair check day. Gosh, i cut my fingernails tooo! o.0
FINGERNAILS! ohhhno! i seriouslyhate school reopen! Cant they wait till
july then let us go back school?! Plus N level is coming and i dint study at all.
For the whole year of 2008, i've still been sleeping in class. Gosh!
And i told myself i must score well for my N'lvl. Plus nowadays,
im always busy with my blogshop too )): GOSH. this year is not a good year at ALL.
And i needa go pack my bag for tomorrow! =C
Wish me good luck people! Nightssssssaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Because i wished to be ...
♥i'll try my best to get all off. @
OMG, i worked from 12AM - 11 PM! its been so long since i worked like this.
i mean, after that incident, i've stopped working for so long already.
And today, i worked whole day as a cashier. nahbey!
and i made ice tea today! =D i wanna be barista! to make lots of drinks out!
And i stood whole day for today and my leg are so painful N-O-W
I swear i'll not work for so long anymore.! ))))): it really kills!
because i dont feel tiring at all last time, but now, i dont know why i will luhs ):
is it because im old already?! ))): And baby came to fetched me today!
He helped my friends to throw rubbish. So we all went!
Now then i know that my boyf is so strong can? LOL =x
i mean, he can really throw a heavy rubbish into the bin. o.0
ahahha! so i made bacon chick for him to eat when he came.
And i splashed water at dennis with eunice hubby! HAHAAHA.
And the recipt that he've printed out for the sales are wet. hahhaha!
Though its damn tiring, but im very happy when im working with them all ((:
And stil end of the day, i've got my dearest boyf to come and fetch me home(:
How wonderful is my life now. i should be content (:
Hopefully whenever im working, my dearest boyf will always come and fetch me home.
Because im afraid that this will end soon ): hopefully no. =)
i'll love you, i promise.
♥letting go is so much harder. @ Friday, June 20, 2008
Alright, was reading some blogs before i came to post myself.
And i start to think of many things, again.
Come to think of it, life can never be wonderful at all.
Everybody falls and stand. And it might not be easy to stand after you fell.
Every little things that we are going through is an expierence.
Life is only wonderful or even perfect to ourselves is only when
everything goes smoothly in our ways, which is never possible.
We always learn how to cherish and treasure when we lost something or
even someone whom we loved. And by the time we know,
it's always too late to save anything back.
But its all fated, i should say. The more we want the things to go into our way,
the more you'll realise that it can never be.
We always promise our love ones that we'll change for the better. But we always dont.
And when we recieved disappointment from them, we will kick a big fuss bout it.
But we'd never realise that all the disappointment or sadness that we recieved
from them is far to much to be compared to what we gave.
We always want to recieve the best from others but we dint try our best to do so.
Come to think of it, i should be happy with my life now and let go of everything.
though at times memories might flash back, but its just memories.
I can't do anything to change the fact or anything that i wished to.
People always think that its easy to hold on to something and easy to let go of a love one.
But only when things really happened on them, it's the other way round.
And when we want to hold on to something that we know that it isnt going to be
easy to let go, we should always think twice. If not, we'll always carry regrets in life.
Just like love. Its always fooling us all day and its like a puzzle that cannot be solved.
Love is always unpredictable. And they will always bring obstacle into our life.
alright, enough of nonsense. Dint have much things to talk bout today.
Baby accompanied me the whole day and he went home at 11pm.
And i was busy with my blogshop trying to get stocks.
So is eunice. ahahha! Do support us alright?
Tees, ear studs, shorts are all coming up. Do visit our blogshop.!
♥its not just about love. @ Thursday, June 19, 2008
clubbing is a place that you'll forget things that you dont wish to be reminded.
ahaahahah! shall start a today post.
ohya! before that, remember that i won a ds lite afew days ago?
and guess what? i won a psp again yesterday! heng isnt it?
but the psp have not been modify. ): needa bring it to do so tomorrow.
was searching for handphone today. damn lol.
and i wento work at 5. eunice cannot make it today ):
but lucky, im not alone at all. i got ahhow who kept singing all day in kitchen.
berlin and zhigang also cannot stand him.
and we were talking bout malaysia things and i asked some questions and
they laughed at me non-stop can!? WAHLAO. then dennis kept on disturbing me.
and im going to start a blogshop soon with eunice hubby! But she went MIA now!
im so excited now lah. is like so fun. LOL. im abit out of mind, i know.
we are selling clothes that have been wore or never first.
and we did get some tees too luhs. and i wento dig my cupboard yesterday,
i realised that i actually have so many clothes which i dint even wore before.
its either they are smaller in size and i dont like small size shirt.
and its so girlish that i bought it for fun because its nice and dint wear after buying.
and mum's eyes nearly pop out when she saw all the clothes. =x
she scolded me for wasting money and so on. even the clothes she bought for me,
she now then realise that i dint wear it because it's girlish. Lmao. =x
okay, and im setting because i find it fun and its my first time too! =D
so, im quite excited bout it luhs! Support me okay??
And also, my dear friend, Nowell! And im talking to samm on phone now.
And now. i forget what i wanna type already.
im in love my new psp slim and lite! HAHA. so ya, byebye to old psp.
shall go and talk to samm now! nights nights!
i'll forget, soon.
♥it means much like nothing. @ Monday, June 16, 2008
omg, im having my stomach cramps.! Gosh!
And i can hardly sleep at yesterday night. How pathetic lah! ):
so woke up so early and suffer all the way till baby came(:
he brought me menses panadol ( LOL ) and a packet of milo.
he wanted to get me porridge and he wento 2 coffeeshop 1 market. but no luck.
poor boy. and he wanted to go to bukit merah centre to get for me.
Of cause, i dint allow. so he came. and was surprise with the milo! (:
And he told me that the 7-11 cashier was looking at him because of the panadol. haha
I felt kind of happiness? hahahahah! i got a nice baby(:
so the whole day, i've not eaten anything till at night.
we wento my dad's stall and have hor fan and baby had chicken rice.
wanted to go to great world and find some DS game but its late already ):
But nevermind, we're going tomorrow! HAHAH.
i wanna go for a spa. But i needa work harder for money. so i can bring my mum too!
So i'll work hard till my pay day come. means, less time with baby(: sorry.
of cause must pamper myself with the pay luhs. right. hahahah.
and im still having cramps now, LUCKILY dennis told me that i dont need to go work.
if not, i think i'll suffer hell lot at cashier tomorrow.
but im meeting eunice at 5 to go out. I think i needa pop in another 2 pills.
because the pain is killing me already . ]:
OH, nowell is selling clothes now. wanna any tees? COME TO ME. or nowell!
♥someone, i really treasured. @ Sunday, June 15, 2008
wento work today and was tiring. because im cashier. LOL.
was together with eunice and after work, winnie and don came.
so baby reached and was idle-ing around vivo waiting for me. haha.
and his dad got him a computer today((: means, he'll be able online soon!
so ya, we asked junren out and then fyn, nowell came.
but then, lihao came with junren then. we played pool at cine.
yea, the things between me and her are finally cleared. a wonderful one.
i couldnt control my tears when she left. and she came back after that.
but we're in the pool place already, so winnie wento fetched her.
yah, eunice was talking to me and then her. i cried out helplessly at that time.
so eunice was after me, she cried too.
i tried to start a conversation with her and then
i realised that i cant control my tears again. she's same as me too.
after that, don told me and her a story. chopsticks story. ahahha..
yah, we hugged each other. i felt that we were close again. and again,
i started crying badly. so is she. ya, it hurts me to see her crying too.
and winnie was like asking me when will we stop crying for each other. lol.
but we were fine and we talked normally. and that time, i was really overjoyed. really.
i always thought that our bonds between me and her is just strong.
and never did i cried till so badly in our friendship in this four years.
somehow i realise, she's really someone who's always there for me when i need help.
and i always dint really really know her importance in me, my heart.
yes, she's always one. and after this incident, i've again realise something.
i need to really learn and treasure when im near of losing this friendship.
and i believe after we get over this, our bond will be stonger than the past, hopefully.
you know well, we had never had such a big quarrel before.
never did i have this feeling and crying so much after that incident.
i dint know that when i thought of helping and caring for you,
will eventually near to lost of our friendship. luckily, we've overcome this.
maybe im still immature at somethings which i thought that i was right when it isnt.
when i saw you crying just now, it was such a devastated one.
and when we both hugged each other at that moment, i was really; unexplainable.
i dont know how to tell you this. but i hope that this incident wont affect
the bond and relationship between us. shall we? seriosuly, i cant help tearing
when im typing all these out. i know you're hurt. im too. sorry my bestie.
something when i thought is hopeless, but i had it back again.
♥the best is gone. @ Saturday, June 14, 2008
omg! im so so so
so so so so so lucky today!
because i won a DS lite! ahah!
so yea, i wento ate at commonwealth with ongling.
and head to arccade at tiong. because im waiting for 4pm to come.
ongling was trying to aim for the hp thang at one machine.
Stacker, if im not wrong. and i get bored while looking at her.
and i wento try my luck on the another machine.
you know those bricks that move in a line. YES.!
there was 3 then 2 then 1 brick. i dropped a brick when i left 2.
i was ohshit, but continued playing because i thought that i'll never win any.
i've played so much on this before but never won any.
the last which is the toppiest one always dont line up together.
So this time, i hit it! AND I WAS OVERJOY! can you imagine.
i just insert a 1 dollar coin and i get myself a DS lite?!?!?!?!??!?!
so there's psp and DS lite, so i get DS lite, but kind of regret.
because DS lite cannot dl any games like psp, and my psp is having problems ):
But nevermind, im thinking of whether should i sell my DS lite away?
So the aunty in the arccade was shocked when i went over to redeem.
She was like say, uhhh? impossible to get one what. ( she mumbled )
then me and ongling was like, huhh? means they did something to machine.
infact, is all the machines in Singapore luhs. She wento check on my game.
And ask the technician if i really won, it was fucking obvious lah!
everything stack up till the major prize okay! -.-"
then she quickly paste the sticker at the insert coin thing and stop people from playing.
i was like wth lah. So they really is doing something to the machine lor.
always when you stack up till the last row, you'll sure miss the one.
if not, why should she stopped people from playing after i won.
And having the not so convience face all the way. wth lah.
but nevermind, i was really overjoy at that time and jumped around.
so i called baby and told him. he was shocked too.
its already 5 and i rushed to mum's place and wth is,
she then tell me that uncle joe's work is ending at 10PM. wtf.
and i showed her my DS lite and she was shocked too.!
its so unbelieveable and till now, i still couldnt believe it myself!
ongling is poor thing already, she spam money on the machine next to mine.
$30+ flew away just like that lahs. but dint get any of the phone. she wants handphone.
so wento kimtian there and had dinner. Shark's fin! OMG! (((((((((((((:
YUMMY YUMMY! actually $10 is already enough for 3 of us.
but uncle joe ordered $20 because of me! =DDD
and he wento paid for the food when im supposed to. he insisted it.
And i ate so much shark's fin lah! AAHAHAHAHAH.
like im the father yea? good food was all in my stomach! Haha.
working tomorrow at 12. and now its 2am. shit, i dint realise the time at all.
shall go and sleep now! NIGHTS PEOPLE! =DD im still very happy now((:
i wont go back, anymore.
♥different feeling in same situation. @ Friday, June 13, 2008
woke up by winnie's call to go and play ball today.
So was talking with her but i dont know what am i talkin about. =x
baby called telling me that he is going out with his mum and sis.
and he told me to go with them. of cause, i dint.
and so so lucky, he said out that 2 of his uncles and family all going too.
because all celebrating father's day today. LOL because actual day will be expensive!
this time round, i felt different and afraid. i dont know why.
maybe because that i have a different feeling dealing with this. i dont know.
So mum says that we'll be going out later to celebrate for uncle joe.
and i shall go and bathe now. ohmy. i cut my frindge myself just now! LOL
nevertheless, im always giving up.
♥over. @
finally, things are over, hopefully.
wento school today and was totally moodless because of that incident.
wento get money from dad and came home.
waited for mum's call because im bring uncle joe out to eat.
butbut then, mum suddenly called and tell me that the dinner is cancelled.
because uncle joe cant leave his job last min, so make it tomorrow.
okay, i felt damn sian because im preparing already.
so still, my mood was so low till i started to attitude baby. ):
till i recieved her reply, then my mood starts to get better.
and wento apologise to baby and he dint blame me at all((:
wento pasa mulam and walked because its the last day. ))):
then head to take 195, a big U-turn like how me and baby used to take.
time flies, we're already together for 5months plus, hopefully, we wont stop counting.
So tomorrow got D&T lesson, im skipping.
because i always go there to do nothing. must well stay at home.
im having bad cough now. i think im falling sick soon. ):
hopefully, things will go on smoothly.
♥just couldnt get it right. @ Wednesday, June 11, 2008
I kept thinking of things today.
And i realise that i did actually cried again.
Yes, i couldnt control my tears too.
i eventually had such a big quarrel with her again.
this time round, i've hurt her. i hope to turn back the time.
so i can change the way of my doing. impossible, i know.
i felt moodless and everything dont seems to go my way.
Again, i've already overcome this feeling which was so long ago.
Yet, this feeling came back to me again.
I once had a devastated feeling which she's here to comfort me.
But this time round, things happened to both of us.
and both of us cant comfort each other and this feeling is really sucky.
i dont like the feeling when we quarrel.
it upsets me and makes me feel lost once again.
i had been in a lost once, luckily, i've got you with me.
But now, i know you're not here with me already.
hopefully we can overcome this fucking big obstacle. because im breaking down soon.
because you mean alot to me too. so much more than love.
you should know it yourself too. If you aint important, i wouldnt be in this state too.
all i need is just your understand.
its another start of nightmare.
♥things just dont get right. @ Tuesday, June 10, 2008
bad things happened today and i know, i cant handle.
Things just turned out in a fucking way which i cant imagine.
i know i've disappoint her very much.
but its because im really worried for her too.
much to all these, i did something wrong when i thought i did it right.
i tried my best to apologise and i know it wont help.
i really hope to seek for her understanding.
maybe this time round, i really dint put myself into her shoe.
yes, we are having quarrels and i cried so badly.
i dont know why, yes. you're someone whom is also really important to me.
all the words and messages from you telling how disappointed are you in me
hurts me alot alot too. If not, i wouldnt cry too.
i dint think of the outcome when i asked him for help.
from the start when i asked him to help, i've already have a guilt.
but i dint know that things would turn out to be this way.
i hope i can help him. And of cause, i cared for you.
And dint really realise that its wrong. i tried to say sorry.
but its seems that i've really disappointed you too much.
i seriously hope to find forgiveness in you. i tried to stop crying too.
i know im very hurt now because the hurt is damn painful inside me now,
and i know yours are much more worst than mine.
seriously, im really sorry. i hope things dont go this way.
but i dint know i was wrong at that time.
♥i love you. @ Monday, June 9, 2008
met up with ongling in the morning and to school! =.- I was late because when i reached the bustop, the bus just went off. waited for like another 20 mins before another 195 came): okay, u know what!? the bus driver stopped the bus suddenly and a old uncle in 60-70 who was standing near the door quite near me FELL DOWN. and everbody who's standing helped him up luhs. And help him to find his ez-link card too. i was sitting beside the window. and a lady was sitting beside me, so i cant help. But anyway, many people did(: I was hearing songs using ear-piece lah. And a loud bomb occurs. Shocking news lah! okay. hahha. so the uncle alight and i saw his hand bleeding. ohmy, its damn hurting case lah. he walked to the front door and asked the driver how he drove the bus. And the fucking driver is damn FUCK. its like, by right, the driver should come over and check him when he fell. but NO. And instead of apologising, he scold the old uncle who fell. _\_ OHFUCK!?! everyone on bus was like looking at how farktard he was can?!?! and he ask/tell shouted at the uncle this: YOU THINK SO EASY YOU DRIVE YOURSELF LAH! FALL DOWN IS YOUR BUSINESS, WHY SHOULD I CARE. GET LOST And everybody was damn shock and keep saying bout the driver. How ridiculars. And he just closed the door rudely and drove off. And i saw the uncle crying helplessly and his injured hand was bleeding. if thats my grandpa, i'll sure sue that driver till no job. it really breaks your heart when you're at witness-ing the incident. The uncle, ohmy. And nobody helped him to stop the bleeding. so had my D&T lesson. think can start work soon? HOPEFULLY! =x had souel garden after lesson. Ongling's treat. me only. AHAHA baby came and fetched me. but he was late for chalet but dint told me. So his friends all called and rushed him. So he dint went for makan with me): i miss him ): hahahhaha! nehmind, tomorrow he'll be back and kajiao me liao. tomorrow got D&T again): damn whole holiday not a holiday to me! ]:<
NAHBEY. the below part of the post have been cut off for no fucking reason.
and im too irritated to repost. BYEBYE
something new this time.
♥New Blogskin! =] @
Father's day coming, i have yet get any present for uncle joe. -.-
went to pasa mulam today! baby won me a minnie mouse! (((((:
he spent 15$ on that trying to win points and get for me! (:
i got a nice boyf! ate and walked around.. dint spent much money.
Got my pay. $29.25. LOL, god damn high pay again.
Head to nowell's house after that and was playing with juice.
lihao's psp. So end up, he got nothing to do. All thanks to me! LOL.
Went tiong and have dinner there. Ate ice-cream after that(:
head home and watch the ghost web. OMG!
After that, baby told me that he've heard baby's crying which i dint!
Creepy okay. Now, i heard upstairs moving chairs and tables.
Im damn scared now. But what to do. Stay calm. ):
When im bathing, i heard people opening my doors la! ))):
then when i bathe come out, the door is like normal.
im not trying to be exaggerating. but its ture. maybe im over reacting. LOL
alright, i shall go and talk to baby now!
I LOVE MY BOY. Because of the minnie mouse! =x
♥because nothing last in this world. @ Saturday, June 7, 2008
i slept till 2pm today! AHAHHA, & i dint know that its raining.
i was still sleeping when dear came. he called me.
i woke up trying to lie on my bed awhile before i wash up.
End up, i fell asleep again and he called me telling me that he've reached.
hahahha, opened door for him and i went back to sleep.
till 2 plus then i wento wash up and bathe & accompanied him for hair cut.
LOL, i just cant stop laughing at how kuku his hair after the cut.
wento NTUC and buy stuffs and came home to cook.
wahahhaa, and i realise that all are chicken! LMAO.
i wanna go for hair cut sooon! my frindge is so damn long. Grrrr!
And thanks hubby for my blogskin! OHMY, im damn demanding please.!
But she dint grumble and still did everything for me!
Was chatting with her till late yesterday night. wahhahah!
She's coming back to SUPERDOG. so am i. wahhaha.
God damnit, im so bored now! ROAR . i wanna go funfair!
And dear is so damn happy that he doesnt need to go back school.
i have to for my damn D&T thang! FUCK. i haven complete anything yet.
people are on their way to drill or whatever, but im still not done with research!
because they went to school for like everyday but i dint! ))):
Now, im struggling! shall go and do my D&T now! BYEBYE!
why did i allow myself to turn back?
♥trying and still, trying. @
no more 5 months anniversary! its 1.19am now! ahha
dear bought me a couple shirt today! (:
And we ate at restuarant. And oh no! REGRETS and REGRETS.
because the way he sat and eat is like nobody business in coffee shop!
So then, head home and i fell asleep cause i wento school today!
and am chatting with wenshu now! THAT IDIOT!
he's doing my survey and he wento put hello kitty! hello! IDIOT.
haahahha! NVM, his birthday's coming! HAHHA
on the 17june. SO I WANNA MEET UP WITH HIM AND BASH HIM.
its a good chance to revenge! =x and he put he wanto know how pathetic am i.
so i that hakim and alan! LOL! all was like telling me to do more poll.
-.- so they can put more funny answer there! LOL.
okay. i just wanto wait for his birthday and bash him. thats all. haha
but i think i'd be working on that day. ): COME TO SD PLS. THKU.
he always make me laugh like hell. damm. -.- .
hahahah! shall go and cook maggie. im really damn hungry now):
pull thru and everything's gonna be alright(:
♥i hope but dont wish to. @ Thursday, June 5, 2008
Damn bad day today. Dont know why.
Woke up at 1plus today. omg! BECAUSE
baby's lesson ends at 9.45AM. so he waited for me
till the moment i woke up! GOSH!
but lucky, he got his friends with him luhs. =x
He came and we wento collect nowell's present. ((:
NO MONEY LIAO! met up with nowell and get back my $20.
but then, im broke already.
because i ate and played arccade. wento great world.
we all played so much lahs. And nowell was asking why
her present got the pig with backside facing her.
Damn cute lor the pig. And i choose it pusposly. =x
And head home i was so addicted to InitialD now lah.
After arccade, i played my psp all the way and baby is sleeping.
he is always sleeping. not suprising. LOL
he brought me a couple handphone thing. SO EXPENSIVE LAH.
$6. okay. not really though. but its not worth at all lor.
its just that the picture is nice lah. ): SEE, so nice of him((:
tomorrow is our anniversary. hope no quarrels or whatever.
i told him we shall continue on arrcade tomorrow but he said no ):
nehhhmind, i'll still play it one day! LOL
alright, shall go and bathe now. tomorrow got D&T.
i've been skipping. And tomorrow's last day. I MUST GO already.
))))): NIGHTS EVERYONE! (((:
pardon me, i dont wish to.
♥Kimmie, for you. :] @
Was chatting with that kimmie & she gave me this to kill time.
See how our conver go.
"KimmIe that LALAgirl says:wakakahaha! limbei so sian! YOU LEA~
Shirley Shirley! says:
I ALSOOOOO! AHAHAHA. anything for me to kill the hell time??
"KimmIe that LALAgirl says:GOT! i KIMMIE LEA! U THINK WHAT. lol. go do quiz. my blog de.
Shirley Shirley! says:
huuhhh? which 1? the hell long one ah?
"KimmIe that LALAgirl says:yea! Abit clever de girl. but only this time. x=Shirley Shirley! says:
eheheh! what this time.! BLEAHS. dont want. so SIAN de! lol
"KimmIe that LALAgirl says:GO DO LEA! then i can read so wont sian liao. i wanto know ur ans also! =DShirley Shirley! says:
orh! so is u want me to help u kill the sianess in u ah?
"KimmIe that LALAgirl says:YES! CLEVER GIRL. =DDDDDDDDDDDDD. & the last question. please ANSWER WITH YOUR HEART. because i took damm long time to answer. bet you'll too. =x
DONT CHANGE ANYTHING EVEN THOUGH YOU CAN. THANKU.see! how idiot is kimmie!
And she buggs me to do this damn survey. ):
NEH! here LA. im GOOD FRIEND OKAY! =[
1) if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- SHOCKED. and make him miserable for life. =x
2) if you can have a dream come true, what will it be?
that beautiful dream to come into the reality.
3) what will be your dream wedding like?
Have all my friends giving me blessing(: And to be held in
a place of not a hotel but the place where my husband propose to me! =D
4) are you confused to what lies ahead of you?
Yes. Very. ):
5) whats your ideal lover like?
tan! as long as he loves me and treats me well. (:
6) which is more blessed? being loved or loving someone?
of cause, BEING LOVED!
7) how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
As long as i could with the feelings in me.
8) if the person you secretly like is attatched,what will you do?
be there for him when he's down and give him my blessing.
9) is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
Yes. Alot to be mentioned.
10) what do you want most in your life?
Turn back the TIME!
11) is being tagged fun?
ehh. Yup. because i can chat MORE!
12) how do you see yourself in ten years time?
Hopefully, with a job and a wonderful family.
13) who are currently the most important people to you?
Family, Friends, Boyf. _____, still.
14) what do you think are the worst moments in your life this month?
seriously. nothing yet. but i think they are coming up. ]:
15) would you rather be single&rich or married&poor?
Of cause, SINGLE AND RICH. because im not that old to choose M&P. =x
16) whats the first thing you do every morning?
Go to my phonneee! =D
17) would you give all in a relationship?
It depends. If i know, i wont fall at all.
18) if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one i love more and love me more! =x
19) what type of friends do you like?
LOYAl and trustable!
20) if there you were to choose between past & present, which will you choose & why.
Past. Because thats what i really want in my heart & it'll be irreplaceable, i promise.
i got damn hard time answering all these question.
Are you happy now, kimmie? LOL
♥my blog, my say. @ Wednesday, June 4, 2008
saw people tagging at my tagboard now already.
And alan all came telling me about this. LOL.
anyway, its my blog. SO i CAN post WHATEVER i want.
Did i mentioned anything that is similar to you?
So are you really fighting for the rights that you've copied people too?
And please, mind you, knn. I dint MENTIONED HER NAME AT ALL.
And we have all confronted her all these.
So you dont even know us or whateverso. why are you so concern?
You dont even know our things and everything,
and come here to scold me? who are you to do so?
And its my blog, i have my every rights. Go ahead and sue me then.
If you unaware, its not Wrong to do so. because no names are mentioned.
So, if you dont know anything. just shut up and get off from my blog.
because i dont need you to visit my blog neither.
if you really wanto scold me, STATE DOWN YOUR REAL NAME.
because by doing so, you aint any hero. but just a corward. get it?
please use your brains. Its our inside problem. Not even your business.
Why are you here to comment? -.-" Go and read her blog luhs.
Dont even know anything then just dont get invlove in it lahs.
But you also cannot read her blog. cause its private blog.
Then shutup lah. Wait till you read her blog then talk much.
Enough of all these rubbish. im not going to entertain them anymore.
its just waste of time hidding behind the screen and do all these nonsense.
Wento celebrate nowell's birthday. it isnt a quite successful one.
But still, enjoyed(: Shall not eleborate much here.
Walk around so much to find food. But ended up eating at Food Junction.
because of the cash flow plus, its damn expensive!
After eating, we smashed cake at nowell.
But dont think kaisheng got cake on himself. HE RAN DAMN FAST.
LOL. eunice left first follow by kaiting.
Dint collect nowell's present today because i dont have the time lah!
i skipped my class today because i overslept and still having fever):
my D&T really gone case already. LOL. But then, pass can liao! =x
Okay, played till 10.30pm and everybody went home.
Some misunderstanding did occur just now but was fine after all (:
Happily ever after please! LOL. alright.
Shall go and collect nowell's present tomorrow. if not!
i think she's gonna KILL ME! LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL .
Nights people. Nowell, hope you enjoy! (: SOO MUCH OF LOVESSSSSS!
Nothing actually means alot.
♥OMG, sick. @ Tuesday, June 3, 2008
omg, woke up at 1 plus and realise im down with fever.
ohmy! So i was home the whole day. eh, wait. NO
i wento bukit merah and had KFC! (:
baby went with me, and i forced him to let me eat, i know im bad.
Gosh, now my fever isnt going down. congrats me yea.?
saw louis and siming. hahahah! was helping siming with blogger.
and he is such a BLUR KING. <------ SIMING, READ THIS!
=x ahhahhaha! so had some quarrel with baby and head home.
again, he helped me with my so god damn neat room. LOL
And damn my mum, once he knows baby's no.
once she cannot find me, she'll call his phone. DAMNIT.
how irritating can you get until? please lah. its damn annoying lah can?
i myself also cant stand you thats why doesnt wanto pick up your call.
and yet wento call other people's phone. so FUCK can!??!?!
ANNOYING. like you said im not your daughter, why are you so KPO still.
i dont need you to know EVERYTHING bout me. thanks.
And kimmie wento scold that bitch already yea.
God damn GOOD! kimmie cant stand you. FUCK OFF.
whatever things of kimmie, you die die also wanto copy.
The way she dress, talk, blog, eat, laugh, OHMY! cant you be more original?
And deny the fact that you have, you accused her ?!?!
how bitchy can you get until? No wonder you've got NO friends.
Dont come my blog and KAOBEI here. cause you suck. worst than me.
You changed so much till i dont know who you are anymore.
Yes, we dont used to be like this. but look at yourself.
You've become more slut and bitchy. Copying people's EVERYTHING.
Just really cant stand the sight of you anymore.
ever thought that why did we end up this way? No, you dint.
please do some self reflection on your bloody self.
if you are unhappy with my post. Come to me than, if not, FUCK OFF.
okay, i realised that my blog have been very OHHHNOOO.
lol, have scolded so much things and i know its bad.
but i need something to vent my anger. LOL. rahahahha!
shall go off now. BUHHH-BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
something you'll never know.
♥holding on to you. @ Monday, June 2, 2008
Wento suntec today with baby(:
And he bought me to watch sea --.-
And you know what!? WE WALKED SO DAMN GOD FAR.
Saw Singapore flyer lahhhhhh! Got close up look okay.
gawdamnit. WONDERFUL. i wanna sit lah!
packing my room once after i reached home.. & i kept sneezing now.
ohmy nose. I hate it lah. why am i born with this stupid nose! Grrr!
Argh, i think somethings in my head are thinking too far away.
OHSHIT, i hate myself now.
Nowell's birthday is coming SOOOOON (:
ILOVEYOU, DARLINGGG! think i should go and sleep now.
leaving my room in such a neat state. shall upload pics some other days(:
nightssssss!
define love to me, will you?
♥im holding on to what im not supposed to. @
Im just DAMN BORED.
Im not who im.
Random =D
BLEAHS~

Ahhahah! im damn hyper now! OMG!
went to vivo just now and played e-zone!
they changed so much okay! OKAY?!?!?
i know i've over-reacted. LOLs.
went holland and meet up with ONGLING.
kimmie told me about that bitch. yea, annoying like FUCK!
copycat till this way, people want what you also want !
OH MY TIAN/GOD. you SUCK.
trying to be same as us? you think you can?
you did everything far too obvious already lah! ASSHOLE.
i hope you'll never have anything you want in your life.
i guess you wont cause you really suck alot.
always trying to act COOL. OHMY! and talk so much crap.
end up, things DONT/ DID NOT turn out to be what you've SAID!
GET IT? BASTARD. FUCK OFFFFFF! EYE-SORE! LOSER!
okay, enough of all these, im just venting my anger in my blog.
So is Kimmie!. im so sian now! shall end here! BYEEEEE!
LASTLY, happy ANNIVERSARY to my darling! NOWELLLL& that idiot LOW LIHAO! =D LASSSTT LONNNGGGGG~
Out of love, in love.
♥Yes, i know im out of you. @ Sunday, June 1, 2008
Had a big quarrel with mum yesterday. & for the first time, i cried. she wanted me to go over & find her.And i dint went eventually. She called and told me if i dont go, she doesnt need me as her daughter anymore. =.=" And anger was all over me, i dint went over.. & she kept calling for FUCK.please lah, you gave me the choice, why are you forcing me in the f end? NAHBEY, so yea. she gave me a timing to reach her house. dear walked damn hell fast, and i was in a snail pace. and when i reached her block, i press on all level and slowly go up.im damn fucking angry okay. talked so much and end up, im still not calling her, mum. please ask yourself. have you done a part of yourself as a mum? coming back to grandma houseand vent all your anger that you got at home and still want me to respect you?im sorry, i cant do it. so is your mother, my grandma. All she knows is nag and complain bout how late im coming home all these.i SWEAR, i'll move out of this NOISY fucking house. once i've got a place and earn enough money, i'll move out RIGHT AWAY.i have enough of all these, there isnt any peace in this bloody house.And my fucking laptop's screen crack and i cant use lappy now. FUCKALL!how sway can i get in aday? i'll pay for the screen thang MYSELF.so i dont need to hear any KPOs nagging about them paying for me.if my uncle were to stay nearer here, that would be better. cause i can stay with himat least, he know what i want and he himself also cant stand grandma.if not, he'd not need to move out at all too. SEEE. fucking hate this house more and relationship with mum is drifting.if you doesnt want me as ur daughter, i neither need you as my mum.
because you have not done your part as a mum too. by giving me all the sum of money i want means you've done your part?thats so funny, ridiculars. money i can earn it myself too. understand, no? always claims that you've done your part and giving me all things that i wantmakes you yourself a great mum? HAHAHA, fuck off then. with you gone all these while, i've learn to be even more independent. All you care is your Fcuking boyf and wanting to move out with him, so be it.Go with him. because my mum and dad is dead in my heart, get it ?
because good things dont stay with me any longer.