Things just dont go the way i want. Just for once, can?
Im really breaking down soon. Have to put on a smile everyday for god sake.
This is really tiring. Very tiring.

Went to school as usual. And lessons are damn boring! Seriously boring! ):
PE time was such a !$#^$&^*$ . i injured my hand and that stupid helmi
bang on me. I was like fly towards the wall. He is really F-A-T please.
And my back hurts alot alot. ):
Was actually having group study after school. Or rather, D&T.
I dint go because dear will be waiting for me, so i skipped.
And i dint attend my D&T lessons after school already.
Im left with my presentation board plus my design journal only.
Of cause i've got my reasons of not going. Dont wish to go anymore.
And at times, i really feel like dropping my D&T subject.
So head to dear's house and wento tiong. Bought some stuffs and went home.
Slept all the way and dear left at 8pm. So dear was left alone watching tv himself =/
I seriously dont know how did i spent my money.
I've got $50 today to school. And now im left with $5.
At tiong, im already left with only $20 plus. And i spent like $20 away.
Gosh, my bad habit is here again! Seriously, im beyond hope in saving money already.
Forget it, shall go and do my homework before i got WAC by teacher! =/

Woke up by grandma today and was super duper tired! ):
Ongling called and asked me to skip school with her.
But i've already woke up and prepare everything, so i rejected her. haha!
School wasnt fun at all till Maths lesson! =D
Mr Loo got disturbed by me of him being a gay and all kinds of shit.
Whole class was only awake at that lesson! hahahha!
Head to find Ongling after school to search for some stuffs.
Ohmy, i've been putting on weight lately. Shit! =(
My bag is spoiled! ): And tomorrow, im bringing the Mickey bag to school.
Dear came and look for me after his remedial.
And we went to tiong after that for pasa malum. =/ hahah
Saw Alvin and Benjamin again. I saw them when i was working on Sun too.
And some arguements between me and dear after that. Haiz.
Nights people. Im lazy to blog futher already.
Prelims are afew weeks away & im still not studying.
Help me to pray hard for my Maths can, people? Thanks! haha =/

Why is it always "controlling" always occur in couples?
I dont get it why. Explain to me please? i hate hate hate the feeling of being asked like a prisoner who have got totally no FREEDOM at all. Is like, even the basic trust is not there. And on the whole of the appearance, im always the one at fault, not you. Is my relationship, not you guys. So i dont need all your comments. You dont even know what's going on between my relationship or whatsoever. Who are you to even give comment in the first place? i seriously dont get it,
When a boyf stops his girlf from going out with other guys, i dont know why that the boyf can go out with girls? Stopping the girlf to stop doing this and that, but how about themselves? Have you guys ever sit down and think of what you guys did are very much of controlling. The tighter you keep to yourself, the easier you will lose. By keeping your girlf 24/7 by your side means you're gonna be very safe.?

From what i've lost, i learn how to standup again.
And now, i learnt how to treasure the one i love.
And also, my stupid temper. But times and times, i just lost control.
I know im at fault. But im always trying to change.
And i doubt you'll ever know.
Till the day our relationship ends,
I'll cherish every min with you.
Because i dont want anymore regrets with me.
Yes, im not unfair now. i gave that someone my trust before.
And because of the broken promises, i dint gave you
the trust to you anymore. I wanted to. But its a obstacle in me.
Im trying hard, trying slowly to overcome what i've yet to do.
I always thought that i've overcome that fear
till that day we've talked to each other. I know i dint.
And i dint mean so, seriously.
And im already trying to put that trust that you wanted on me to you.
But, how sure can you be that the outcome wont be the same.
No, you can never give me the answer at all.
Because when things are not stable, everything will be a different ending.
i know you've said thousands of times that it wont happen.
So im trying to prove myself wrong and prove you right.
I tried not to flare up over things or anything.
It's really hard for me to change over a night.
Maybe i've always been saying that im trying to change or whatever.
And i know i dint try hard enough.
And our anniversary is coming. Im looking forward.
Getting rid of the past memories aint easy.
At times, things will flash back. but i cant control.
I need your understanding. And hope that you wont think too much.
But things just dont go my way. Im sorry.

Shall skip the school part because its the same old routine
that you wont wanna hear. ((:
Sentosa trip was FUN!.. till i injured my hand! ):
Yup we played volleyball. ahahahha!
And overall, i managed to hit 3 beautiful ball.
It was really nice and it goes to my opponent side rather
than hitting out of the court line. =/
its was raining when we reach. But soon the rain got smaller.
hahahha. yup the ball was hard. not like those normal
volleyball that we normally played in school. stupid Andy :/
ahahhaha! then had a quarrel with my dearboy again. =/
I kept scolding him and he just kept quiet. And then i realise that
its a misunderstanding. ): he dint recieve my message at all.
And i scolded him like hell. SORRY ):
But nevermind, we are fine already! ((:
He knows that i skipped my work today and he wants to bring me to picnic!
YAY-NESSSSS! i've never been to one before, im suaku i know.
I WANNA SIT THE SKY RIDE IN SENTOSA! ):
because of the rain, i dint manage to sit! ):
But after everything, i guess we are not going for picnic.
Because of the weather. but it seems fine but still, scared luhs! ):
nvm, shall go and get ready to meet him liao. BYEBYE! =D

yesterday discuss with my classmates bout sentosa thing! =D
And yea, tomorrow my bag is gonna be heavy! =(
Went bugis yesterday after school to find shirts again! ):
Spent too much already, i know. thats why im broke now.
And today my cramps are here! )):
and totally feel very week the whole day luhs.
Dint stay back for D&T at all. ): And my DEADline is here soon! )):
Did the survey selected by MOE? damn kuku. nvm. haha
And wento bugis after that again):
OMG, im going bugis very often nowadays already.
Bought my shorts already. hahhahah! now my cramps are better. thank god.
Dear rushed to me when he heard that im having my cramps just now
How nice of him(: He dint ate his food he ordered at all.
And i think he's late for his remedial.
Before that, he even wanto send me home before going back to
school for his class. crazy. And after much of argue-ing, i won. ((: =/
He came straight away right after his QSST.
And he feel asleep at my house.! HAHHAAHAH. he's so tired.
Ohmy! i needa change my bag with him but forgotten ):
Nvm, shall change tomorrow le ):
Shall go and bathe now. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Okay, i skipped school today due to 1 reason and that is im lazy! =(
i know Nl'vl are here soon. but i just cant resist skipping school! =(
Alright, wento get an mc today. met up with ongling.
Dint know that she've skipped school till she called me at 8 plus.
So met her and had breakfast before going in for mc.
Yesterday i bought a tube dress for myself. o0
i know its a shocking news for everyone because i only wears
pe shorts or black short with any black t-shirt! =/
Ahahah, doubt i'll wear it at all. I feel uncomfy when i tired yesterday,
so kind of regretting buying. =/ Was looking around the blogshop
and found quite nice dress and tops. But dear doesnt allow me to buy):
Nevermind, bought 4 tops today. planned to wear it to sentosa(:
i wanna buy mickey mouse mp3~ Very cheap only lah!
And thinking of getting a digital camera. ): IM GOING BROKE.
SENTOSA TRIP ON FRIDAY! YAY! CLASSMATES OUTING! =D
asked dear if he wants to follow, he doesnt want ):
I know he doesnt wish to see me going.
But i really wanto go, sorry.
i kind of seeing history repeating. but i tried using another method
to deal with this. By ending up in a class of many guys and only 4 girls
isnt what i can do or choose in the start. Sigh. ):

Another sunday have just passed like this.
im at dear's house now using his keyboard. (:
Ahahahha! he played a dont know what game and died!
I WON.! he asked me not to post it out.
So im here to post it out! NEH NEH NEH!
went downstairs and bought mixed rice to eat. yummy!
and ate halfway, i changed with him for his maggie!
i cracked egg for him and his sis! hahahhaha.
i asked dear to crack but he says that he dont know how to .
Nevermind, i think its time to train him to crack an egg! hahaha
Yea! im going to torture him soon! REAL SOON!
working next sat and sunday! ):
NVM. means i got income already!

yesterday's time flies. Because i stayed in the k-box pratically
for the whole afternoon. ): And sat just gone like this.
Woke up quite early as i thought that i wanted to go back to school.
Called up all my classmates, they aint going. So i dint.
And dear went back to school for remedial.
Winnie suddenly called and asked me to k-box.
Asked dear to faster and we rushed cab down to chinatown.
Met up with winnie, don, nowell & lihao plus baobei.
So many things happened inside the kbox. ): nvm, its all over! =D
nowell wento collect stocks after that.
Don needa go cut hair of cause winnie follows.
So baobei was with me. met up after don have cut his hair.
Bus-ed home after that. SEEE! my whole after was gone like this! ):
And tomorrow school's here! My weekend is ending in like 15 hours time. :/
Had been thinking alot in the k-box i dont know why.
Had some problems with my dearest. And i saw him cried.
It's the first time and i think its the last.
I know he wont cry so easily. Maybe it doesnt worth his tears at all.
But nvm, everything's over now =)


Last last time, how i first met nowell and winnie.
Me and nowell became good friends till now.
Many many many obstacles we've overcome till now.
And i believe that its all the obstacles that makes our bond grew stronger.
And so many things we knew bout each other.
And slowly i had a boyf and that doesnt makes me quarrel with nowell
neither is nowell less important that my boyf.
Thats our friendship. stronger that anyone else.
Till me her and winnie went k-box everytime.
Time flies yea? we used to have only 3 person going to k-box.
But come to yesterday, there's 6.
How long will this situation last? i dont know.
Hopefully this wont fade away. Make it last till the end of the world.
will it come true? i doubt but hope.
I seriously think through alot yesterday and its all a good memories. (:

Today, i dragged myself away from bed! ):
And ongling called me telling me that she's not going.
And i got very SIAN! ): Reached Church and saw noone.
i thought they've gone to school without me.
But is because all have yet reached. -..- hahaha!
Nowell dint came to school today too.
Reacess have to rush for my food because i needa bring bag alone
Cos' once after RP, will be my D&T till after school.
So i rushed to class with shiqi. lucky enough, one min late, DIE.
Ahhhya. Did my D&T stuffs till 4 plus. Ong ling came to school after that.
i dragged her to accompany me. Because my class have got no
girls staying back with me ): And did so much stuffs.
Tomorrow have to go back to school also for the touch up
And will be done by monday, hopefully.
Yeap, dear dint went for his studies. Because he dont feel like. * smack head *
i feel like changing blogskins now! ):
But dint see anything skins that i liked. ):
Laogong, Eunice, where are you!? hahahaaha :/

wento school today saw car accident outside Alexandra hospital.
And also before i went out of house, got people stucked inside the life.
Omg luhs! hopefully the person inside the lift will be fine.
Hahahah! tomorrow is my N'lvl oral! Wish me good luck people! =/
And i just cant stop laughing at dear's kuku hair style lah!
So had lessons per normal. And mr ali told us our results.
Damnit! i nearly scored A1 for this term.
I scored all for the last 2 terms and this time, its only 2 marks more. >:(
Yea nvm, shall score better for my Nlvl.
Class was fun till PE lessons. We played handball and the guys
were really rough. All the girls ( 4 only ) was so angry and stopped playing.
Damnit lahs. Skipped my D&T today.
Because i dont feel like going. And my dead line in 3 weeks time =/
Head to hawker and find dear, he's with gweexiang.
Ongling asked me to play basketball tomorrow with her.
And i think im too lazy to do my homework today.
I feel like skipping school tomorrow you know!?!
But tmr is my Nlvl oral. so i cant skip school at all.
Im using dear's old keyboard now! HAHAHA
got the click click sound and i love the sound.
But dear kept complaining that it's noisy! =(
I feel like exchanging the keyboard with him you know!
I wanna bring his keyboard home now lah!
Alright, shall go and do something about my blogshop.
Have not really been advertising my blogshop for 2 days,
infact, i stopped advertising already! ):

Today's class was fun. But i fell asleep in my Eng lesson.
Got called up by Mr Ali. =/ ahahah!
Did some science presentation and got sweets. Ohmy!
The sweets are so buget and it taste so awful.
Was laughing at my classmates doing stupid things.
one of them wento toilet using rubber band like a robber.
Asking everybody to squat down. And EVERYBODY did!
Even those who are ahem-ing also squat. LOL .
imgaine it yourself doing business halfway. LOL.
And afew were playing fighting and one got hit on the chair.
The wooden tall chair which every classes have one each.
The who chair broke. All the legs fell out. WTH! lol.
And my poor boyf's hair got cut at the parade square today! =/
HAHA, so cute. like primary 1 boy! =/
And he gave me a couple ring today! (:
Yup it's very nice of him to go and collect it himself and me
playing paint at ongling's house. Had fun spraying paint. LOL
And baby came to fetch me as its raining when i left.
i thought that he'd be at the bustop waiting for me.
So i walked to the bustop. different route from baby.
And guess what? He walked to ongling's house to fetch me. (another route)
AAHAH. and i just cant stop laughing at his kuku hair style. =/
He gave me the ring on bus and it was really nice. (:
He wento collect it right after his Olvl listening. (:
And his mum helped him to trim his hair again! HAHAHAHA
Remember to laugh at his kuku hair tmr ! =/
nights people. I placed the phone aside asking baby to wait
& im down here blogging happily.!
YOU LOOKED KUKU BABY (:
vou tre se ve a com eh shompinion. It's a french word.
Thomas teached him, he teached me. And im now using on him. ((:
Meaning: Your head look like mushroom.
HAHAHHAHAH! Have a early rest everyone! =D

finally, i think im not really that afraid of dear's parents anymore.
Yesterday happened lots of things, so is today.
About what happened yesterday, go to my link under baby(:
im just too lazy to post. =/
And yah! my pants got the soap. the blow bubble de.
It spilled onto my pants ):
But luckly baby's mum cleaned it for me. o.0
Hahah! baby was jealous of me! hahahaha!
And today, we both had quarrel. 2 times today. ):
But we're alright luhs! (: watched incrediable tales and he went home.

Alright. Met my friends and met dear after that.
wento his house and played with his computer.
Because his computer is new, so it works faster(: HAHA
TATATA, did some mathes work and watched tv.
His dad came home and the feeling in me was, OHMYGODNESS!
his dad's back have got tattoo. a small one. haha.
quite cute. but i cant figure out whats that.
Because his dad said that its a dragon but dear said is seahorse.
His dad is damn strong you know?! he did pumping all these.
And is one leg. haha! Watched movie with dear and his dad at home.
Through the net. And his dad nearly clicked on the virus.
And i stopped him. OMG, i talked to his dad. =/
And his dad asked if i wanto eat anything or want him to cook maggie anot.
OMG! you know what? my heart was damn scared at that time. =/
i dont know why too. AHAH. and yeap. his dad is friendly.
Not as fierce as what i thought. =/
went home around 6plus near 7. Dear was down with flu & sore throat.
And his dad asked him to drink salt water! HAHA.
And im so tired now. i think there's something wrong with us.
I know i can seldom meet up with you guys.
but hopefully everything wont change. Nobody leaving the group.
Afterall, we're friends for at least 6 years and more.
Our wishes was to stay as friend forever and ever. Dont forget alright?
Sigh, many problems are here now. im getting more and more stress. ):

im damn hell angry.
imagine someone keep saying bout
how bad your things and everything.
and thinks that her's are alwasy the BEST
which you can never win her.
OMG, please lah!
what she cares is only herself.
and kept saying about you and things you does.
Please lah, if you think you're that great.
prove it to me then. instead of telling people
how sucks they are and the things they do.
and wanting to compare yourself with others when
you should actually face the fcuking fact that you
aint that good as them. people have got prove/edvidence
that what they are good at, but how about you?
despite being " qian xu " in chinese,
you kept boasting about how good you are when you're not lah!
And trying to compare yourself to them. ohplease.
if you are really so GREAT, you should also at least keep to urself.
your close friends or whoeverso will know it.
But please, you're not at all in the first place! * smack head *
So please shut up when you aint even good at all. STUPID.
stop boasting around and make a fool of urself.
You are just giving people a chance to laugh at how stupid you are.
Stop being so proud please. it just get on farah's nerves.
i know you'll read this post. i dont care.
just go and do some self reflection before you really get into trouble. _!_

alright, enough of ranting. SORRY. i needa vent my anger here.
if you're someone who hates me, get lost. i dont need any comments
from you and neither it will affect me. (:
should be skipping school with ongling tmr, but!
got CPA test tomorrow, cheng said ):
Plus i've already took 6 or 7 days of MC since school reopens =/
Ohmy! i've always promised to myself plus nowell, kimmie and more not to
skip anymore schools after this school reopen. but i dint =/
hahahha! so im not skipping tmr because this week ,
we'll only need to study for like 4 days! (: LUCKY! =D
Hopefully time will pass slowly because now,
i dont feel like leaving qss already.
Dont ask why, i have my reasons and i kinda miss my sec3
life. because i can slack all i want and take as many MCs as possible.
or not even MCs, not EVEN LETTER!
and this made MrTay and MrTeo gave up asking me for
MCs or even letters. They would just ask why dint i came yesterday.
Thats all. Damn slacking and i really miss that part of my life in qss.
Roar! i wento helped out my dad at his stall today. DAMN FUN!
ongling came, we were plucking the galic skins and we challenged.
Fun okay, and my pay is $7. BUT, hahahha! i took another $20 from him.
i worked from like 2.30 - 5 pm.
and its a damn slacking job. not many people. =/ yeps. daylight robbery.
Alright, shall go and find my pink and reflecting writing book!
If not, Mr Ali's gonna kill me tomorrow! =((

Let me show you how " tan chi " ( in chinese ) can dear get until.

Wento collect stocks and eunice passed to the person at dover.
And me and dear wento eat donut! =D
So high class lah! Eat donut only leah!
We ate ice cream, donut and a ice choco! HAHA! YUMMY!
And yesterday dear bought for me de, i lost it today ):
He was very sad, i know. im sorry. i dint mean it.
And he sent me home till doorstep and went for basketball. ((:
And now, im busy with blogshop and while on the phone with dear.
I dint really talked much =/ hahah!
I LOVE BOON WEE (:
NIGHTS! Shall go and talk to him before he complains! =D

There's only one.

6 months to me and my beloved. (:
wento his house and i stayed outside to wait for him.
instead of knocking his door for him to open.
HE SLEPT LIKE PIG CAN!
so after that, he opened the door for me and his sis was playing ps2.
so i used him comp.! HAHA, adv all i can for my blogshop =/
Then then, i go into his room, he snatched the controller from his sis.
claiming that he knows how to play -.-
And so, me and his sis watched him to play .. And his sis got so sian.
she wento eat. HAHA, Ended up he still asked help from his sis. -.-
hahahah! and we head to holland for mini pot ! hahaha! YUMMY CAN!
Sian Lor! tomorrow i have to collect stocks from my supplier. ):
total:17 items. WAH! first time! of cause hope that its not last time!
then take liao have to go and pass to my costomer1 at punggol then costomer2
at Dover! WIN LIAO LOR! ): so i have to wake up early in the morning liao.
sian diao! dear got me a handphone couple pouch again.
and my puzzle! I SAW LE! he haven finish fixing it. ):
he stayed up till 5AM in the morning and i told him i'll wait for his call.
But end up, i fell asleep. =/ SORRY! hahahha!
and he gave me a anniversary card! nono, looks more like paper! LOL
i think he tore from school exercise book. =/ hahahha! BUT NEHMIND!
im waiting for 10pm to reach so i can watch Increadible tales! WHOOOHOO!
Tomorrow's gonna be a tiring day for me!
And i dont mind because im earning money! do support me!
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Anyway, im here to blog bout today. =x haha
went vivo and get pay and also pass dennis the phone.
got money from dad and i got $300 today. Rich? NO!
After that wento dear's house and waited for him outside. =/
because im really afraid of his father who is so damn fierce
who had just gave him a tongue lashing when we are heading back.
so, i stayed outside and he cant do anything to stop me =/ SORRY!
we head back to vivo. and boonpeng was behind us. we dont know.
and he snatched my brocher from the back
just before i wanna shout F you. he smiled at me. LOL
Lucky me. if not dear would scold me for scold F word again.
Anyway, i did promised him to change but i know i dint. =/ haha
And walked around the vivo for so long, dear wento but puzzle for me((:
its mickey mouse! HAHA! he's solving now. and this time round,
we saw michelle and boonpeng. haha! May you two last LONGGGGGGGG! =D
Because i know michelle will read it. Will you? haha!
And then we went holland again, YES AGAIN.
settle down for stomach at food junction. =x haha! WE ATE ALOT ALOT
the mini pot ah? i dont know. VERY NICE! =D YUMMY!
And i bought a phone there. And here goes my $180.
Actually i bought one before we wento eat. And i changed my mind.
so we went back to the shop and trade back the phone and changed
to the phone that i want. of cause i needa top up the balance
and i dont regret changing. i know im fickle minded. but what to do?
HAHA! so dear was happy that im happy as i changed to the phone i wanted.
at first i dont want it because i find it abit ex. but but but,
i still want that phone badly. so i .. CANNOT CONTROL.
so i took dear pics and put as wallpaper(:
Before that, i told dear that i wanto save money.
And all the money i left now is only $40+ less than $50.
because i still owe nowell, lihao and ongling money last few days.
i dont know why i have some cash problems these few days.
is it because i spent too much? i dont know! ):
And dear wanted to watch handcock so badly tmr. No choice.
shall not disappoint him. So again, this $300 flew again like this.
Sian lor. ! ARGH! tomorrow have to go and take stocks and all.
Wish me good luck people.! I REALLY LOVE THE PHONE.
even though its old phone, but keypad is nice. (:
mum dont want me to buy 2nd hand cause she say it sucks. HAHA
shall claim the money from her on MONDAY! =/
nights to all people!


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Another 1h15mins to our 6 months anniversary.
We've come so far already. Time really flies yea.
When we just started the relationship. It was totally isnt stable at all.
Come till now, we've overcome so many obstacle.
And thanks for tolerated so much of my nonsense and temper.
Thanks for all the things you've done.
And i'll sure like the puzzle that you made for me over a day.
I know i always says that i'll try to change and i dint.
Sorry for all the empty promises that i've gave.
And all the little care and concern that you gave me.
And not forgetting how you ran around to find the food that
i wanted to eat when im sick and also, when im NOT sick ((:
Thanks soo soo soooooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhh!
Loves! =DD

HAPPY SIX MONTHS ANNIVERSARY TO US! =D

Alike: 80% HAHAHHA
teacher dont wanto take photo, so i took it quietly. =/
Rismail suddenly pop out this big headset and sat at the class in a corner. LOL
Girl or Boy? LOL

MY CUTE COUSIN WHO HAD FORGOT ME ):

School was fine but then i was sick.
Checked thermometer and i dont have it at all.
So i ran to find nowell and get hers.
But then, she dint know that she also need it.
And her names got take down by mrs Tan. ): SORRY!!
And i got punish by Mr Loo at Maths lesson, because i dint do homework.
And on the other hand, im busy with my files and blogshop.
Somemore, im down with flu. =(
Had my oral after school, i dint bring my IC and mommy bought for me. =/
ohmy! the oral teaches are from other schools. 2 SOMEMORE!
So scared la. my heartbeat beats faster then usual by 10x! :((
So all classmates thats having oral today gather before oral starts and
we talked bout ghost story =/ And so fun lah, we were laughing like hell.
So after oral, we continued again. Went hawker with ongling, wanting to wait for baby
But end up he messaged me and told me that he've got QSST. =.-
So i ordered drinks already, no choice. And nowell called.
Went NTUC with her after that and head home. baby called and guess what?
My bus just passed school because i took a big U-turn. -.-
WTH, I WANNA WATCH NDP LIVE THIS YEAR LAH!
I COULDNT WATCH IT LAST YEAR BECAUSE OF SOME REASONS.
THIS YEAR I THOUGHT I COULD, BUT THEN. DISAPPOINTED AGAIN.
forget it, i guess im not fated with the NDP live then.
but you know, its located beside the Singapore flyer. And top of sea lor!
I WANNA WATCH LAH!!!!!!! @$#@%%^#@#@$@^ .
i thought i could get the ticket by voting, at least got 1% of chance right,
but yet i asked the person to vote, NEVER! YAYA AXS VERY FAR FRM HIS HOUSE!
Then ask the person to help to do the game and win.
If i got in the first 4th position, WE CAN GET 2 NDP TICKETS LAH!
But he say he ask help for the question, But is my eyes playing tricks on me?
HE SAY HE ASK HELP BUT I THINK HE IS WATCHING THE
DAMN FUCKING TEEVEE LAH. You never even try. And
yet telling me that you dint give me disappointment. THEN WHAT IS THIS?
i'll TRY myself and seek help from my friend then.
Because i know you dont even bother about all this and what i want.
So dont say you care when there's NO action taken. GET IT?
Forget it, my blood is boiling already. shall go and watch my TV quietly then.
IF not, it'll become MY fault AGAIN for flaring up again. >:(
Anyway all guys are the same. They will either NEVER fulfill or take YEARS
to do what they did promised. -.- tell me, how to TURST guys again?!
YOU TELL ME?!!?!?!

Today is finally a day i think its fun in school. AHAH
Shall go in point form first yea.

• Mr Cheng was angry with our class & we laughed at his stupid face.
• Azahar made fun of a teacher's hair and spec, and act like him wore like him.
• Rismail wento change and run around the corridor and ran in class.

He after that wento pull Faizal and Azahar's pants down, and both,
OMG, you know.. Saw their under garment. =/ HAHAHAHHA!
i was sick and was sleeping. Having fever at morning. So i kept sleeping.
Mr Ali woke up and and i shouted shutup at him =/ ( i dont know )
So shiqi told me at recess. Omg! But Mr Ali dint scold me when i woke up. =x
Wanted to go home after recess, but then if i were i wont be doing my files.
Tomorrow have to hand in. So i stayed. But i dont regret if not, i'll miss out the fun!
Stayed back after school till 5pm for the files. And now, i needa do homework.
Im really getting stress already. If i dont buck up, i'll die.
And my D&T, have to stay back everyday and might even need to go back
to school on Sat. Gosh. deadline is 12Aug. means i've lesst than 10 weeks.
And all because i keep skipping the lesson in the June holiday.
So here im regretting it luhs. ):
Dear came and waited for me after his remedial. He helped me to copy notes.
But his handwriting and mine are totally D-I-F-F-E-R-E-N-T.
LOL, and im still not done with my files, im afraid WAC will be waiting for me.
Im having my fever and sore throat now. SORE THROAT.
Tell me, how am i supposed to take oral tomorrow? SHITZ!
Hopefully i'll be fine by tomorrow. I WANNA PASS MY ORAL WELL!
And okay, i've planned to skip school on fri. =/
If i can take oral today, i'll be able to skip school tomorrow luhs ):
And head home after everything.
And also, my mood went nowhere after that. Till now,
im still moody and cant get myself into all my school stuffs. ):
Sigh, i think, im falling soon, again.

LASTLY, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO NOWELL & LIHAO!
LAST LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

I'll still steal a glance of you. How about you?

Ohmy, i miss my blog! HAHA
Anyway, forgot what i did yesterday. ):
But the only thing i remember is Ongling birthday!
We watched WANTED. The girl is damn COOL okay!
The bullet, just 1, can kill so many people. -.- LOL.
But she's so pretty lah! JEALOUS! ~~
Today went queensway as ongling wanted to find her shirt.
Dear came after that. (:
Sorry, have been neglecting you for blogshop =/
And sorry for all the quarrels due to all my temper again.
Our anniversary is coming. ((((:
Its gonna be half year anniversary! ((: time flies.
And i think i gotta stay back in school tomorrow for my bloody file.
if not, i'll get WAC. ): I DONT WANT PLEASE!
And i felt so sleepy today in class and fell asleep.
Chinese teacher, Mr Wang, cannot take it the 3 of us.
( ongling me shiqi ) who is gonna be falling asleep, he played games.
And we 3 was awake and he start lesson. LOL
He's nice, but i cant resist sleeping! HAHA =/
And now, im having bad flu again after my bathe. have been sneezing nonstop.
Shall wish me good luck for my N-lvl oral on thursday okay! ))))
I WANNA PASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

Shirley!

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