Another day spent in GameZone. . . But i got 2 mickeymouse, again! =D
Yes, have been spending money these few days, so i need work! =( Im so bored now.
I dint study at all for my N. Guess my results will be OMG tomorrow. ):
I dont have the mood to blog at all. Shall end here. Byeee(:

I dont like today, at all. Dont ask me why. I hate the feeling of today. Waited for dear and went out to spend money. I just dont like today. So i just wanto spend money and play whole day. Sigh. I've thought of many many things today. And im so so moody now. Goddamnit.


You never did understand the feelings when the tears dropped down her cheeks. You're just so near but yet you can never be reached out for. And realised that you'd like so normal and din't even bother. That was the worst ever. And " what hurts the was being so close and having so much to say yet watching you walk away " .

I WENTO SCHOOL TODAY DESPITE THE HEAVY RAIN! =D

Dont read if you dont wanto hear any nagging. Cos is a LONG POST.

ahaah! I wento school today, met up with Ongling and bus-ed to school. Guess what! At opp Queenstown CC, i took buss 100 cos i thought that it will turn to our school which is NO. And OL dint stop me. And when i asked, she said she is following me. -.-! And we laughed at each other and got down at CW. Reached class and was half drenched. ): And school shoe was soaked with all the WATERRRR ~~ Reached class and all my classmates were disturbing me. Telling me not a need to come to school. =/ Took out shoe and socks and hung at my table. GAHAHAH. ( almost the whole class ). Dint went for recess because of the wetty shoeeee! Head to Reading at hall. Wore that smelly shoe! =(
Went hawker after school with OL and Sam. Took a group photo before we left.
With - Christa, Jayanthi, Yenkee, Nowell, Sam, Ongling and me. Shiqi had left home. So there's no her in the pic. ): That will really be the last pic together, i guess.
I dont feel like leaving school anymore. Seriously. So many memories inside there. Though i admit that i really hated Queensway when i first came in. Wearing the purple skirt and have to tuck in. Cos i wanted Newtown badly at first. But at time passes, i know i've developed my feelings here. And i got to know many friends here. (:
Those happiness and Sadness inside QSS, i'd really remember for life. especially my sec3 life.
And if there's no queensway, i wouldnt have know so many nice friends.. (:
Yes, i DON'T REGRET! =D
Bus-ed home after school. That moment was, i dont know how to say. I tried my best to hold back the tears, and i cant. I wanted to call her so much, but i don't know how to approach her anymore. )))): Chatted with her just now. And i feel so stranger. . .

And yes, no matter what, i know i still have that bunch of good friends with me, giving me their support(: Yes, Louis, Bp, Sihan, Kimmie, Farah and many many moreeee! =D So is You, N.

Yes, you might say that im a crazy person who blogged more then once aday. But im so bored lah! I dont know if i should go school tomorrow ): I just dont want. Dont wanto see anyone.

Maybe life have been always good to me all these while. Maybe for the pass 15 years in my life. When ever i met obstacle, i have that someone with me. No matter sad or happy, i'd share with her. I guessed it's time for me to get on my feet and be independent. I had a chat with her today. I know i should not cry. But i cant help myself from so. Many memories flashed back. All the funs we had. So many " couple " things we bought together. And maybe i should look forward and not dwell, but i can't. How long is this going to last, i seriously don't know either.

Dear bought me a calculator machine. ((: And im playing with it now... =D
Nights people.

Skipped school again today, so is tomorrow. My Nlvl is just next monday. And im skipping school for this week. i only atteneded 1 day of school for this week. =/ I know im gonna fail my Maths. So no worries for this. I wanna study for my science! Cos i know i can do for that subject, at least a pass. I've realise that im not in the mood for study anymore. Because too many things are happening at a go, and also near my N lvls. Yes, this is not an excues. But im just not in the mood. My job for the agent is successful. Cos many many people wished me good luck! Thanks =D But i dont think i want this job already. Yes i know my bad habit is here again. ):

Had quarrel with bw yesterday. I seriously dont know him. Even after 8months going to 9. I've realised that i dont know him as well as i thought. Maybe, whats the big deal for 8 months. Even for years i've know, and thought that i do understand that person well, i dont. So what if we have been through so many ups and downs. So what if that person is playing an important role in your life. They'll still leave in the end. So what are promises for? To make us happy for that very moment and miserable for life. 3 important people have left me in my life, totally. No matter they've been with me for afew years or afew months, no matter what promises that they've made. They have left. And another person have left me too. I hate that kind of feeling, seriously. Maybe being lazy to school isnt that real reason. I dont know. Too many obstacle are charging towards me at the same time, and i dont know how to handle it well. I hate this month. Dont ask me why. This week isnt my day at all. This whole solid week.
Life is just like drama. All people are just putting on a mask on their face. So am i. And im sick and tired of it. Seriously.

And yes, im a unreasonable girlf. So dont be my boyf.

Not in the mood to blog. Another big disappointment.



Im good enough to delete everything in my phone. So you'll have more memory for your someone. Dont ever think that you can have 2 good things at one time, never.
And don't even think about it.

Wakakakas. Im going down to interview later. At tanjong katong. Pardon me if there's spelling error. Yes, skipped school again! =/ Bad habit i know. But i just dont wanto go to school.! ): I pulled myself out of bed yesterday and wento school despite Mariani's seduction. She asked me to skip school with her for a movieee! ): I should have done so. And i'll pull Ongling together. So why should i do so? Cos Shiqi also dint attend school! So if I pon, and pull ongling, the whole class will have NO GIRLS at all. Siannnzzz..... A fight broke out during recess. I should stay in class yesterday luhs! =( But nvm, i can smell blood when i reach my classroom, outside. Feel like vomitting, but dint. But Sam did. Got scolding from Mr Tay. Predicted.

Some people had asked about me and her.
Is a long story. And i dont wish to talk bout it.
Yes, i do feel upset. But i can't do anything.
I respect her choice of leaving this time..
Not becos that i dont need her. I do, and i do miss her.
But if she's happier this way, i'll let her be this time round.
I tried to figure out what's wrong yesterday night. Or even everynight before i slept on the day this incident happened. Of cause im sad, very. I know she'll knew how i felt all this while. But i guess, this is end of the friendship. Maybe years down the road we'll meet again. And we'll be friends again. Cos i've lost one of my pillar in my life, and so, i will never be able to stand up well, again. After all those quarrels and those pickerings we had all these while. I dont know whether you'd be sad or not. I know you'll know how i feel when im typing all these out. I know you'll read. I dont know why, but my feelings told me so. Hopefully, we'll get back to how we are. Even though i dont know who are you now.. I dont know whether you'll cry when reading this post. Cos when we are clearing our doubts between us or quarrels, we both never failed to cry in front of each other. But this time round, things are different already. Guess you'd know my feelings now, but i guessed, i dont know about yours anymore... ..

Omg, the 7pm show was wonderful just now. Happyy enddinnggggggggggg! =D
Kaiqi died! YAY-NESSSS! And Jiawei and Xiaoyue together again! I LOVE THAT PART.
He found back the ring and omg, i cried! Damn touching at that part. She thought that JW had gone missing but never! HE FOUND BACK THE RINGG! =DDDDD
I love the ending so much can?! OHMY (: I've found another job today(: Agent cordinator. Im not sure if the spelling is correct. Pardon me. =/ Monthly pay, $1k - $5k . It depends on my sale. Maybe will be even lesser, i dont know.. The medicure lady dint call me. So i think that the job will be gone case liao... ): I DONT KNOW LAHHH! Damn moody now.

Many people are afraid of the losing someone they love so they dont love.
But we can't be afraid and miss that chance. Otherwise, we'll regret for life.
We must not hide our feelings and run away from the fact but face it. But tell me,
who can really do so when come to real life? ): Sigh.

Yayaya! I've been looking for jobs these 2 days.. And i've found some suitable one. Doing Mani and predi... It's my liking, so i dont mind. But is located at Tamp. ): SO FARRR~ But nvm, i can learn and can do for myself.. My fingernails is my precious! =) Hopefully the person will call me by tomorrow. Cos she needa call the MOM to ask if 16 is applicable for Medi. Come and look for meeee!!!!!!~~~~ HAHAHAH~!
Im tired already. And not going to school tomorrow! NIGHTS!

Ohmanz, its 3.27 AM now! My eyes might just shut down anytime! haha.
Was looking for jobs through net, shall buy newspaper tomorrow. ):
I need money so much! I wanna buy the cash machine! BECAUSE I WANNA PLAY! Most importantly, the sound of the buttons! Gosh.! And so, i can just sit at my desktop and play with my keyboard. =/ Im not a idiot. But cos i kept using my lappy! So my lappy dont really have those click click sound. =/ hahhaha! Went chinese garden today! With my dearie! =D
This time round, i managed to play the games and took pictures. Shall upload the pics soooonnnn! Im getting kind of " EMO " now. I dont know why. ): I kept thinking of many things already. Am really stress out for now. And some of my own personal problems. I really dont want to leave school. But i want holidays.! I wanna go back to sec1 ONE ONE ONE! Sigh. Im getting old already! 5 more months! You know what?! my stupid boy will become 18. Fast. And i wanna turn 18 soooonnnnnnnnn! Cos i can do so many things like SO MANY! Listening to YUE GUANG XIA now. Nice songgg! =( That's the reason why im emo-ing now! LOL! I need need MONEY! Me and dear was like talking to each other yesterday and also SAVING MONEY! And today, We just spent $100plus... Well done. Plan failed, BADLY.
8 more days to N. Cos is already over 12am. 14 days to my HOLIDAYYYY =D ))))))))))):

It hurts me to see my friend in this state. And i have no one to talk to bout my stuffs. ):
Sigh, it hurts alot alot. But i can't do anything. Hopefully everything will be over SOON please!
I need someone to talk to, to share my things with me, no matter sadness or happiness.
I want her to be there to share with me... ... ...

Sometimes, life is so unpredictable...

I hate the Kaiqi at the 7pm show! ):< She's sucha bitch manz. ! #$%^%^@
I spent $60 today! OMG, and $20 just flew away because of TIMEZONE! ):
Yes, i needa save money already.. ): Cos i wanna bring my mum to restaurant on her bday! =D Hopefully i can do so ): And i needa buy present for her as well ): BOMBBER! hahahha.
But what to do, i only got 1 mummyy!

Something like happened to my dearest friend, hopefully everything will be alright soon.

Random thoughts, what if i were to turn to a lesbian?


School was fine today. Though is the whole day of sitting in class listening to lessons being conducted by teachers. And the thought of wanting to study is no longer there cos of the coming holidays in 18 days time. Somehow, i don't feel like leaving school anymore and even wished to stay longer. But of cos, NO RETAIN. Was discussing about class chalet, bbq or outings after the Nlvl..But chalet will cost us a bomb manz. But then, the malays told me that they'll be rich cos of hari raya.. LOL. So i think we'll be having another BBQ gathering again this time. Last period was the best. Everyone was doing their D&T worksheets to prepare for up coming N. But i was there throwing rubber at people with Helmi, Issac, Yaqqub, Yushairee and Azahar. Yup, all guys and poeple might say that im flirting, but come'on. My class only have Ongling with me and she's doing her D&T. So whatever. So Helmi gave me a rubber and i kept aiming Andy. He really really CANNOT take joke manz. -.-! So when we left the room, the whole floor was filled with small pieces of rubber. =/ Ongling got disturb by Azahar just now... And tatata! He got scolding. Walked to bustop with Ongling, Mariani and Helmi. Ohya! My CPA score is only 73 marks ): Damnit, another 2 more marks to A1. ): But i dont need to pin hopes on my N cos i've already know that im not going to have any good marks cos i dint complete that last page. ): Mr Ali asked me to check my own attendance today. He gave me the attendance book and yea, my attendance sucks like hell. And again, im not going to school on Monday cos of HAIR CHECK. Whole sec4. If im not wrong, or the whole school. Mr Chua had told us when im at recess with Sam and OL. Ongling had to tie up her hair already. Otherwise, DIEEEE~
I wanted to study, but i just dont have the mood to do soooooo.. Another 11 more days..

Basic trust should be there for a couple, isnt it? Why would one lose trust? Just because of all the lies. Not once or twice, but countless.

Skipped school today. Yaya, slept all the way till 1.30pm and got woke up by dear. Cos his exam have ended. He came and we wento find food together. He went study around 7plus and i watched tv all the way. Ongling told me my marks for prelim. Damn 10 more marks to pass my Science. Is all because of sectionB. I dint do any question. DAMNIT. otherwise, i'd pass my Science for sure already ): Maths? HAHAHA. i have got no marks for that. But ongling failed her Maths. I really needa buck up for my Maths and Science. But now then i realise that, i've been watching tv non-stop all the way till 10pm and use computer till 11pm. Chat on the phone till 12 or 1AM and sleep. Yea. So if i can pass lidat, nobody will need to study anymore. . . Sigh....
Nlvl are only 12 days awayyyyyy. Gosh, i just realised cos in counting it to write here. OMG! 12 daysssssssssssssssssss. I needddaaaaa buckkkkkk upppppppp! 29 sept ... You are killing me...
Some dates are meant to be remembered for life... Like this 29. ))):

Guess that im really not a good girlf material. Maybe single suits me best. Yes, had a quarrel with bw now.. damn. i just can't control my temper. Yes, i have not change. After years, im still the same. I did reflect on myself before i sleep everynight. But guess that it's useless to do so. I think i need a long time to be alone... To keep out from everybody. Even my close love ones. I really don't know how to believe when the promises made are always never fail to be broken. Many things for me to be stress now. Some personal stuffs, friends, prelims and Nlvls. Goddamnit. I miss my sec3 life. So so much. I can skip school as and when i like. Sleep in class for the whole lesson or just buy lots of food and eat in class. Yes, thats how my sec3 life was. And also i have my real happiness there. But also, i lost it there. I dont used to believe people who told me that sec3 life is the best, i needa cherish. But i dint, i know. And now i realise that sec3 life was those days where i can really play and have fun all the way. And now, im stress up with piles of school works and so on. Guess im going to be tired out soon. I need a shoulder that is strong enough to hold me and prevent me from falling. Will you?

Had my CPA and D&T paper today, Guessed i've flunk my CPA as well as D&T. hahaha. Had to do some drawing for D&T and guess what.! I Dint bring pencil, rubber and rule. Damnit. Asked from Zhanwei and teacher thought that we were trying to cheat. -.-
Something stupid happened in our class.

Peter from 414 came over cos he wanted to borrow chair from us. I dont know why his class have got not enough chair. He just walk in like his own class and just take 1 chair. WITHOUT asking for permission okay! So i was like shouting at him.
Eh Peter, why you take my class chair, got people sitting one right.
P: I want borrow i no chair.
Me: You no mouth to ask ah.? Just walk in and take. Your house ah.
P: now i tell you i want borrow right.
Me: Put back la, idiot. Ask first cannot meh.

He took and go off, my class malay guys stopped him. They told him to ask before he can take. He shouted at them and asked them to fuck off? Wth lah. So Yushairee doesnt allow and asked him to put it back cos our classmates is using and asked him to take the chair at the back of the class. He just threw the chair at Yushairee and scolded him fuck off. So Yushairee took up the chair and threw back at him telling him to get out of our class and he've no rights to walk in in the first place, plus even take things without permission. Damn fucker right. So what if he's kind of disable? Basic manners lah. Such an idiot.

Played dai di after exam and waited for Sam. Ate and came home. Damn early luhs. And might be going to study with Ongling soon. I needa buck up. Teacher chased after me for MC today. but i dint bring to school. I dont wanto take Maths prelim paper. No need make up lesson please. God bless me.! HAhahahah.

Dint attend my prelim Maths paper today. Had two days MC. But tomorrow, im having CPA and D&T paper ): So i needa attend school tomorrow. ): Otherwise, i can skip school AGAINNNN! Watching tht 7pm show right now. Gosh. Anyway, i rot my day at home. And i feel like going to timezone. I REALLY HATE KAIQI AT THE 7pm SHOW! SUCH A BITCH! So ugly can!? OMGzzz. Anyway, me and bw have not been quarrelling for days. Pretty good sign. Hopefully, it continue ... .. .

Love needs both parties to make it work. And not calculating how much you have give in and so on. Cos we are supposed to give in endlessly without complain. Mistakes that have been made each time, we should learn to change and not regret in the end.

Happy mooncake festival EVERYBODY (:
Sad to say, i dint managed to celebrate with Nowell this year. But my dear, NEXT YEAR okay?
And feel abit werid cos of this too. Nevermind, shall continue my post. HAHA.

Meet Ongling at Tiong, saw boonpeng and Sihan plus many people... We wento buy stuffs for the night's celebration. And we reached chinese garden at 5pm.. Walked around and found a good spot for a rest and we took out the ground sheet, and so on.. we changed 2 spot before a good one. And we have yet sat for half hour, it started drizzling.. -.- So wento shelter and sat there for like 1 hour plus before moving out butt to another spot. Bought balloons! =D And before that, me and Ongling went bugis, you know those hang toys one? I GOT 2 MICKEY MOUSE ALL THANKS TO ONGLING! It was really exciting when the toy dropped into the hole lah! =DDDDDDD Shall upload all the photos tomorrow or so. So dearboy came and fetch me around 9pm. Nowell called me and told me something. ): But nevermind(:
YEAPY, im STRONGshirley(: We ate mooncake, played with candles and fire crackers. We watched fireworks toooooooooo! =D So many games at Chinese garden! I WANNA GO AGAIN NEXT YEAR! =D Hopefully, with my love one. (:

Tomorrow Maths prelim paper, i might NOT be going to school. Cos i dont feel like taking the prelim. Shall see again..

Im just not in the mood to blog. And im very tired already. No matter is physically or mentally. Tired of all those lies and all those empty promises. Boon Wee's blog is going to close down.

Anyway, i screw-ed up my CPA Nlvl paper today. Good luck to me.

Happy birthday Jiemin! =D Though we've know each other for only 2 years, But you're a great friend(: Stay happpy!

But doubt she'll see this post cos she dont have my URL? Hahahah, nevermind. I actually wanted to skip school today but then, nobody can pon with me): And head to class for assembly. Lesson per normal but then... We are really slacking. Can feel so? Haahha, i studied Maths in class today. Can you imagine?! I've already stopped touching Maths for months.. Even though i always says that i'll try but i dint.. Only for awhile? And in class, i never never listen to teacher or touch any Maths homework or worksheets given. And would go around disturbing my classmates and chit-chat. But TODAY, im very proud of myself! I moved my butt and chair and sat beside to the teacher i HATED so much. And sat there studying and figuring Maths myself. Yeap, i made mistakes and after teacher asked me to read the questions carefully, i re-do and got CORRECT! OMFG, i do it myself and got it correct.! And he said that i can do if i want, is just that i dont like maths, reject maths and dont wanto listen. And worst, i gave up on it. So i always fail. If im willing to try hard, i can pass. Maybe? I dont know, maybe its too late already luhs. Monday is Maths prelim and 29th is N. How to?! If i will study like this, pigs can fly! And yeap, come till science, i wento chat with friends already. LOL. Tomorrow CPA Nlvl ): And im 2nd shift this time, have to reach school at 9am. At first i wanted to be in first shift, but hahahah! LUCKILY, im not cos i have to stay back till 10.40 for all the 2nd shift to be in and handphones will be with teacher and 2nd shift dont need. (:
Watching the incrediable tales now. The channel8. Omg, goosebumb. Good luck to me on for tomorrow. Im so so so scared now. Nevermind, bye people! =D

I need this to survive in the society and also, for my future! =)

im SUPER DUPER ANGRY NOW! not that angry. =/ hahah, kay. No link, i know.
Im really damn fucking angry with my grandparents in the morning. Now then i know what kind of person they both are. FINALLY, after living under the same roof with them for 16 years. I thought that backstabbers and hypocrites can only be found beyond my family point. But i was od damn wrong, even FAMILY does so. Even my dearest grandparents.
So what if its a SON?! Daughter no use issit? Then please get your son to do everything instead of your daughter, my mum.

First of all, if a daughter is married, they belongs to others. And the son should be the one staying with you and not daughter, isnt it? And every morning, your daughter came home and cook for you, take care of your 2children who are disabled. And bring them to doctor when they are sick. Do the cooking for you when you're tired. But please, did your son do all these for you?! NO! And keep complaining that mummy dint come home and do all those house chores for you?! LOL, should be your daughter-in-law doing all these stuffs okay!? Ask her to do for you luhs! And kept on complaining how tired you are after work. But please, you only work from 7 - 11 am. And the rest of the day is yours. You can stay at home. Yea, your work is picking cardboards and leaving your child at home who cant walk. Great mother yea?! Cant you ask your daughter to do this for you? He drive and can help you to bring your child, his brother and sister to see doctor right?! And pushing all the blame to me and my mum. Ask your fucking great son and his wife to do all these. It's their job. And accusing me of taking money from you, grandpa, your precious son, my mum and my dad. But like hello! I dint take money from you! Even if so, is my mum who asked me to take and she returns you the very next day okay. So is not YOUR MONEY. Grandpa?! Is him who gave me himself and i only take if im really tight with cash, other than that, is grandpa gave me. Not i ASK. Not like you. Who sees money so much more important that your FAMILY except your SON! Yea, when i have money, i bought so many nice food and those you like to eat, yet i get scoldings from you. And keep saying dont buy cos not nice one. Yalor, your son buy one the NICEST one. And i take money from my mum and dad, why is it your problem?! I never take your money what. Isnt it?!
And toilet flush was spoiled. Fucking hell push the blame to bw?! OMG, i know your style.
Grandpa is worst, he just don't admit his mistake and find another person to take your blame. Tell me, from morning 5AM to 12PM, non of you used toilets and flush the toilet? The toilet can flush cos you say bw flushed too hard?! Please lah, dint bw treat both of you well enough? When you both need someone to push the heavy cardboards down, who did it? When you need people to read letters, who did it? And when you need people to tear papers to sell for your cardboard things, who did it. BOONWEE. And now pushing the blame to him?! And saying that he was the last one who flushed the toilet LAST NIGHT?! So after bw use, both of you either dint use toilet at all or dint flush at all issit?! Ridiculars lah. Grandpa was so nervous when grandpa ask. This proved that you're guilty already and faster say that is bw. I know you well. You always push the blame to me when i was young, and when i grow older, you know you cant cos i will stand for my rights. And now, when im asleep, talking all these bad things bout me and my mum to your precious son and even bw?! Dont you know how to appreciate what he've done for you? He isnt your grandson, he doesnt have to help you two. Cos he dont owe you anything. And now i know both of you, who are my dearest grandparents... ... Im just very disappointed. I cried when i heard all these. Sigh.

Sorry for the ranting, im really angry and need a place to vent my anger. So i called dear right after and changed and head to his house. I know that im very bad for not greeting them, but i just can't do so. Slacked at dear's house and his mum was at home. Yea, dear wanted to eat maggie and he wanted egg. His mum asked him to crack himself and i sabo him by telling his mum that e knows. HAHAH! And his mum ignored him after that. YAY! =/ But im the one who crack egg for him after that. Wento chinatown to get his mom stuffs. And slacked around at OG, toys section! =/ AAHAHA! i just sat on the floor and play with those toy and admire. =/ HAAHA! so if i have a sis, i sure dote her like hell and buy lots of toys and play with her. And dear said that i will be the one enjoying and end up playing myself. HHAHHAHA. Idle around and mom came. So is uncle Joe and his family. Ate at mac cos 2 lil children wants. Talked and everything. Uncle joe and dear wanted to go and find girl. LOL. I dont know how to explain, but is damn funny. Bus-ed home and again, i dint greet the both and walked straight to my room. Damn, i just couldnt forget what had happen in the morning when i look at them. Grandma asked me to eat and i dint. Sigh. My mood is so DOWN DOWN DOWN now. ):
I wanto sleep now but my hair is freaking wet cos i just bath. ): I smell nice now! =D haha. Alright, shall go and call my dearboy now. Nights people.! Im starting to get bored of the icons now. =/ lol!

Nights people!

Hahaha! im at Stupid's house now. Using his keyboard now! =D But the bad thing is, no emoticons for me to play ):

I DONT WANTO BLOG ANYMORE COS I CANT DOWNLOAD THE ICONS AT HIS COMP. " CLEVER " COMPUTER! ARGH.

Hello everyone! I've just downloaded these cute icons! =D
Cos of my blogshop, i want to make my blog post more lively! (:
HAHHA! It's like so COOOOL CAN!?

Alright, i spend my day at home today ): Yeap again, what you've promised are lies again. You never failed to prove me right. Why is it a small promise you'll still have the excuese to break it? And telling me you forgot. Then don't even promise me in the first place and make me feel sad. Just a very simple thing yet im always the one who reminded you to do so. And by telling me how important am i to you with your actions have strongly proved me WRONG. Yeap, maybe im not that important.

Many things happened. And we've got okay just now. Though it's our anniversary, but its just like the normal day. More quiet-er then the normal days. When i think that we've spent those normal days happier then today. Dont tell me that im wrong. Dont you think so. And im stating the fact. Sigh... ... ...

But anyway, Happy anniversary to US.
And i LOVE YOU (:

Yo everyone! i've changed my blogskin! =D This time round, i did myself instead of running to my hubby! HAHAHHAHA! But still, i think i'll run to her cos im still not happy with the skin. Espically the pink lolipop cursor! And ahahahha! Okay, im very demanding. And of cos, i'd be keeping my old skin cos i loved that skin alot! =D

Pass the cardigen to my customer and head to kofu and had my lunch there. Came home and cooked dinner.. Had a quarrel with dear cos of a small cockroach. HAHA! Cos he dont dare to catch and just let the small idiot run around my place. >:( And after that, i was using my lappy and he used his leg to kicked me and the coke was all over my keyboard. OHMY! I was really angry can! Gosh, if is desktop, i can change. But laptop lea! OMG, you can see smoke on my head at that time. )): Yaya, wento find present for his sis. And tomrrow we are going to buy. I wanto sit singapore flyer! ): He said he'd bring me to sit on our 8months anniversary): But again... Sigh..
Bought some food home and got scolded by grandma. WTH?! I bought for her and she talked so much and not a thanku. I really feel like shouting at her, but of cos i wont kay. ): And had our dinner while watchin the 9pm show! OHMYGODs! The baby is really CUTTTEEEEE DAO.....!!!
Tomorrow is our anniversary, ... ( DELETED COS IM IN THE WRONG OF STATING THE FACT. )

Hello everyone!
im blogging at this time is because im at dear's house using his keyboard. haha. its really nice okay! This poor boy is sick now.. HAHHA, cos i also dont know why. OHMY, he is playing his ps2 and im so bored down here playing his comp and blogging. Hahaha, shall go off now. Im just blogging for the sake of playing his keyboard. Shall go and meet my customer now!(:
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True love never have happy ending.
Because true love never dies (:
( so me and bw will not have any happy ending! =D, hopefully.)
Who knows what will happen to us tomorrow, right?

Lol, like duh! To the " ... " , Shawn kiss you?! OMGMANZ! Please luhs...
Let me say again, i dont need to make use of bw to make Shawn jealous. Cos im not as bad hearted as you(: Dont worry. Ohmy, i think you're really a girl who's in love with either Boonwee or Shawn yea? Ohmy, no worry, Shawn doesnt like me anymore. We are the past. Neither present nor future, so dont be sad. But i doubt that Shawn will LOVE you. So does boonwee. And like LAUGH OUT LOUD, Vday's cable care and Singapore flyer all link link linkkkk to SHAWN? Please manz, dont make me laugh like hell can? I've my own reasons which i dont think that i needa explain. But dont you think that sitting on either of these on a speacial day means so much more then a normal day for a couple? Opps, maybe you dont know cos you've never been in love. And i never claimed that Shawn love me. Did i? So so, just wish you good luck and hopefully Shawn or Boonwee will return you your love okay? You can come to me if you got rejected, i'll console you. (:

Had my English listening today! I allow the most for like 5 mistake or less! Cos i wanna get A1 =/ hahahha! Am watching the 9pm show! THE BABY DAMN FUCKING CUTE OKAY! OMGGGZ. Must watch also(!!!) Damn Funny too! =D I LOVE BABYs! Not boonwee =/ hahahah! tomorrow just fucking 1 paper which last only half hour! Damnit, cant they push it into today's timetable? Like 8am-8.30am ): All the way to 2pm for another paper. 5 fucking hours! Cant they slot in the half an hour paper to let us off for tomorrow? ): And tomorow's paper starts at 10am and ends at 10.30am. WIN LIAO LOR! Make me wake up in the morning and just because of an half hour thing. And expect me to go home and sleep meh!? So, have to go and take stocks for my customer and pass my another stocks to another customer. Win already. Really ): Recieved 9plus good luck messages today morning(: Thanks to all! =D And shall go and bathe now. Yesterday i slept at 2plus cos im really scared. But now, im alright already(: And have to transfer money to my supplier tomorrow cos i bout a top through net! =D Nights people! =D

Hello to everyone! I just finished my Chinese paper1 and currently waiting for my English listening! =D Gosh, i think that there will be 3 or less mistake for my Chinese! =( We compared the Chinese paper and ohmanz! Im so nervous now lah! T.T cos afterall, it's a Nlvl ma!

And we are supposed to study yet ended up playing with the computers in the library surfing net! =D LOL. alright! shall blog at night when im home-d (:
And thanks to all that have wished me and also my customers! =D

Okay, i should be sleeping now cos its 1.25AM now. Am having my N tomorrow and feeling very nervous now. Who can talk to me? OHya! Im here to adv. for the 9pm show again! =/
Damn fcuking nice hor! Jiaming went to find back the ring that kexin dropped into the pond? OMG, i cried okay! And also kexi woo the girl, i forgot the name. Omg, the promises he made made me cried also. He's such a playboy and now becoming so serious because of that girl. But will they last? But thankfully, the ending is a happy one on singapore flyer somemore! OHMYGOD! How i wished i could be there at that moment! I've been eyeing on that Singapore flyer since dont know how long ago. 1 year plus already, yet i still dint have the chance to do so. ): Yaya, maybe i have no fate with the singapore flyer. Who can be the MR/MRS nice to bring me to singapore flyer? I would thank you a million. And i have the sudden urge to sit Cable car.But but still, i wont. It's been like 1 year 7 months?! o.0 Time flies, my wish's 2 years old birthday is reaching soon then. HAHAHHA! Nvm, i just wanna sit on Vday no matter what. Who knows that i'd be single by then? And i'll go with my friends instead of boyfriend?

You just don't know what i really want. I know you've been trying hard, very hard. Maybe im over demanding. But your actions dont match with all your words and promises. Telling me this and yet.. You din't know how much sadness have you been hanging onto my face. And still need to wear that smile to show that im perfectly alright. This feeling isnt nice. Not at all. You seems to need someone else more then me. And you've proved that you just can't get over somethings and im just like a replacement. And not allowing me to do this and that yet you can just do all these behind my back without letting me know and lied to me again and again. Many things i kept quiet all these while. And always trying to make the whole looked perfectly alright when things aint the way that the surface had seems to be. After all, im the one who is at fault and not you. Seems like im just a nobody to you. Then why not find that somebody instead of being with a nobody? You don't know how many knifes have been cutting through me and you always thought that you've did the best for me. But you just don't know and just wanto see me smile and happy, even when im not. Have you really cared for me and ask me whether my smile is real or just a fake one to cover all the painess that you've gave me?

Shirley!

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Always that cheerful girl in everyone's eyes :)

Simple girl with complicated lifestories behind :)

& She's the one & only Shirley!

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