The course of true love never did run smooth.

HAHA. Im so sleepy but i cannot sleep! WTH!
Cos i just ate MACDONAL w Abram! Hoho. so long never meet him liaoz.
He came and drive me! WA SEH! So long since i last sat car.
Abit suaku horz! But then, so song lah! hahah!
At that time, i felt like im his girlf! WTH! AHAHAHAH!
And he laughed at me. And he's driving MAZDA~ OMG!
And he asked me to treat him MAC, but @ MAC, is he treat me.
Walao. Ahaa. thanks anyway :) And we chatted alot at MAC.
And he sent me home not long ago. :) Got car is really so GOOD lorz.
Am abit tired but i dont wanto sleep now!
Chatting w Jaron and Ming Xiong now. One just woke up & going lan shop.
Another one cannot sleep want Audi. But im additcted to FACEBOOK now.
My restaurant lehhhh! EARN MONEY! ~ Think hubby MIA from fb liao.
Add me add me alright! So i can get more ingredients! hahahah! :D
Alright, shall go nowww~ Nights peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee`

I think someone had mistaken something.
POOTER, my dog, is bought by my uncle. MY MUM's BROTHER.
Not uncle Joe. And every single thing that belongs to my DOG.
Is paid by me and my mum's brother.

Nway, majong today and won $8.50. heheh.
Im damn full now and i think i needa get myself another foundation and accessories.
Otherwise, i'd be most outstanding in the office.
Shall stay at home tomo cos i needa save money already.
And the hot news now is the ZHU NUI GAN. WTF!?!?!
I wanna watch live NDP! Who can get the tickets for me! :(
It's been like 7 years since i last went! It's school trip btw. Ahah. how pathetic.
Ah, shall go and rest now. And my facebook restaurant! Buhhbye!

LOOK LOOK! Look @ how my pooter sits! So cute, RIGHT! hahaha :)

It was never an easy job to take her photo, clearly.
Cos she cant be still for more then 5 secs. So yah.
Shall upload more of her photos some days.
Today is my first day of work! All i did was just calling and calling.
Repeating non-stop. That's all. And i helped Lester to arrange viewing.

And if he close this deal today, i got 10% commision.
And guess what!? 3k commision! WTF!? Cos is property line.

HOHO! So i must arrange more viewing to earn commision already!

Am super tired now and i forgot to bring my jacket along.
Freezing like idiot just now.

Im still folding my stars and mother's day is so near already!

I need, MONEY MONEY MONEY! :(

Flying down to SENGKANG tomo for pasar malum! Should i go TAMP1?

And lastly, thanks hubby and her hunny! HAHA :D

Lazy to blog already. My finger hurts alot now.
So shall not blog long :(
Went Yew Tee just now to buy fone. Thanks to Ming Xong.
So MX and Jiahui accompanied me. And hubby! SORRY!
I made her wait for me so long and she left cos she got something on.
Im so sorry hubby! :(
Tomo TOMO TOMORROW! OMGGGGGGG! SAVE ME!
Im starting work tomo at TPY! Anyone will lunch w me?! HAHA.
Prepared everything just now and im gonna sleep soon.
Otherwise, i dont have to wake up tomo already.
Find hubby and found out that my. . . FUCK.
WTH! WTH WTH!?!?!!? I SWEAR I WONT LEND THINGS TO OTHERS!
ESPICALLY SOMETHING I LOVE MOST! ARGH.
Yah, please fly to Hong Kong and get it for me.
But afterall, the meaning is not there. Sorry NOWELL! :(
Somehow, it's like, once lost. It's gone forever. Even if you manage to get it back,
Perhaps is when you lost hope in finding, too late.
Alright, hubby lend me her necklace for tomo's work attire.
IM SUPER TIRED. Nights people! :D

Yeah, when someone break promise, it turns out to be my fault, again.
I've seen this cycle for so many times and im really tired.
Not those big promises you cant do means you break promise.
Even those slightest things you've made, means alot.
And now, i know that i should never believe, again.
You can say that im sensitive, i dont deny that. But ..
No point saying so much and yet no one understands.
And worst still, no one knows how you're feeling at that point of time.
Why should i share my things w someone that will never understand.
Im smiling all these while, i've been trying my best to do so.
Maybe i've not done a great job. But at least, i've tried my best.

WTF. Im feeling so sucky now. Went bugis and bought my office wear just now.
I think i looked matured wearing those clothes. Ahaha.
Called kimmie - SLEEPING.
Liting - Outside . ( It's 9plus AM at that time )
I called lots of people and OngLing, she's @ simei ITE doing NDP stuffs.
I lost hope and gave up calling. And tada! Ong called back.
So finally got someone accompany me to shop! Wth.
I thought i needa window shopping myself at that time.
Yeah, im at Bishan ( pardon me if spelling is wrong ) and cabbed to Bugis.
Ong waited for me for like half hour plus. Hahah. Sorry.
So walked around and i get nothing. And when i was about to give up hope,
I saw something i like! XD hah. So buy shop eat! :D
Then my legs are dying soon so we went MOS Burger and seat there :D
Then went to get Pooter's dog food. TAMADE. So ex lorz. Cos bugis? ha.
But no choice, im dead beat already. So i just buy and bus-ed home.
And soon, im going to tua already. Just waiting for time to fly faster.
Am super moody now. wtf. And im so hungry plus tired.
I only have 1 hour plus sleep last night lorz. ZZZ. Shall go and Audi now!
Byeeee! Shall blog when im home or something :D

Di er shun wei

一直是我陪你去躲回忆里的雨
你无心的叹息有心碎的声音
他的好他的坏他的不安定
他的故事是我和你爱情里的乌云
从我爱上爱他的你那个瞬间起
一直是雨天你只爱雨天我用伞保护你
亲吻着你苦涩味道的微笑
闭着眼睛我明白你想念他的秘密
我一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天一直到阴天
一直到晴天你逃离过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天一直到今天
一直到永远我相信是我最爱你
聆听你说抱歉多过你说我爱你
你困在雨里我困在雨里我的伞湿淋淋
『没关系』是我最常说的一句
就让我等就算我冷至少我陪着你
一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天一直到阴天
一直到晴天你逃离过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天一直到今天
一直到永远我相信是我最爱你
我一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天一直到阴天一直到晴天你逃离过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天一直到今天
一直到永远我相信是我最爱你

Many things strike in my mind when i first listen to this song.
And i asked myself, why am i always waiting for something that i'll never get?
People come and go. Or should i say all are just passerby in my life?
I always thought that im strong enough to not fall easily.
As time passes all these years, i've learnt alot of things. I've really grown up.
I know how to control my emotions well and how not to fall.
Have i really left that place, that place that once gave me warmth and love?
I always thought that i've changed and im better now.
But i guess, not. I cant change the fact that i cant turn back anymore.
But what i can do is to leave, right? But why am i so weak here?
I always tell myself, i can be independent on my very own.
I can dont rely on anyone else. But afterall, i failed, badly.
And im trying hard to believe promises, really trying so hard.
But no matter how hard, i guess that this fear will never leave me, alone.
Partly from what i've been through all along. I've already stop believing.
Be it they say they'll never leave you and always be your side,
be the only one for you to rely on. But in the very end, you find them nowhere.
Not even far away. Because they are no longer there for you, beside you.
Perhaps not everyone is the same, but nobody can make sure they can keep
all these promises they've made. Cos you'll hear another story by the time.
Each time i fall, i get stronger. And i should believe no one, maybe even myself.
How can i expect someone to be there for me always. Or till they die?
What a joke, isnt it? Im seriously happy with my life now, perhaps.
I've heard so many things from so many people.
Perhaps im heartless. But this is how someone can learn.
Not till the day you met it yourself. Otherwise, no one can know how im feeling.
Or nobody will ever know cos we are all different.
Sigh..

I guess i'll not hesitate to ban those spammers or those who dislike me and love commenting. I guess that it's my life, you're totally nobody to judge or comment. Cos you might be worst then me and dont even dare to put down your names at my tagboard. I'll appreciate it very much if you dare to comment me w your name. :)

Woow. Slept till 4.30pm then wake up today. Ming Xiong messaged me.
Telling me how bored he is and he's @ lion dance now. Ahahha.
It's been so long since i last went sin dua already. Should i go tomo?!
I'll feel weird if i were to go after so long. And talking to jiejie now :)
And i got a job! hahah. Co-calling. Starting work on tues. Wish me good luck! :D
So excited. But on the other hand, im so worried for myself now.
Becos i always sleep @ 6AM wake up at 2-3pm.
And this is OFFICE WORK! OMG. No more Audi for me already :(
But nevermind, got money for me le! :D I need for mother's day!
So i cant bring mummy go eat and shop! :D
Alrigjt shall go and find clothes already. Imma office girl :D

Had my CURRY CHICKEN finally, again. haha!
Then helped hubby to check something. And got it :D
And hubby, i saw your conver. I cant reach you. Call me asap kay(:
So shopped around and then FIANLLY, i bought pooter for nail cutting.
Her nails are way too long already and you'll feel pain when
she scratched you or something else. Ahahah.
She's so afraid cos i bought her to a new groomer.
She've got a ribbon around her neck now. I dint remove for her. =/
Cos like that, she'll be pretty Pooter plus mickey mouse shirt for her! Ha.
Then Audi all the way. I wanna level up to 21 faster.
So i can create FAM. It sucks totally joining other people's FAM.
They'll pester you to play with them to up the FAM and etc. -.-!
And i quit the next day right after i joined.
I rather spend 1M inside to create myself lorz. And i wont force them to play.
Cos i just thinks that FAM is cool :S hahahaha.
I've been playing Audi non-stop. And i dont know why either. ):
My pet's society already byebye long agoo. hahahah!
Alright. Shall go and sleep now. My eyes are dying on me soon.
Nights peopleeee! :D

Speech day photos. :) Jyeah! Ong's face got cut off. ha.

Unlocked my blog just 2 hours ago. haha.

Cos espically HAKIM kept complaining that he needa log in and read.

And nagg at me like ASFDGSDGJSO. hahahah

And as expected, my tagboard.

Nwayy, stayed @ home whole day todayy.

Hubby also MIA already lorz. My curry chicken! hahaa.

Webcam w liting. Super cute. We took photos as well. :D

Hurrrr! alright. I wanna go cook egg and eat!

Im SUPER hungry. Cos i only had 1 meal today.

Ohyaaa, i bought mother's day present already. Haha.

I bought something cheap this time. Cos im running out of CASH.

Plus, i dont know if i should buy a handphone for her.

Any suggesstion anyone? Should i get her a phone or something else? :(

I want my frindge backkkkk!

Bye people :D

HOHO, im so lazy to blog nowadays and i dont know why.
Cos since i locked this blog, lesser people reads it anyway.
Craving like siao for CURRY CHICKEN RICE NOW!
Goshhh. Yesterday wento do project with Alston. LOL
All done by me and worst still, he wanted to erase my TM lorz.
WTH. Ahhh, im fking hungry now. Shall go le. BYEEE! :D

Yoyo. Home-d not long ago.
Went back to queensway for speech day.
Was supposed to go for movie w them but ended up i dint go.
Then hawker w ongling then jyeah came along.
Ohya, before that, i was sleeping when Ongling called.
I picked up and idk what did i say.
She bought food over for me. lol
AHHHHH. gotto go already. Wanaa watch ping pong already.

Thank you to MO HA MAD HAKIM! LOLZ.
Go & die! keep claiming credit from me becos of a acct! WTH.
Was supposed to accompany Rena for job interview.
Short and sweet today.
I WASTED 1 HOUR PLUS ON MRT.
Met XW and had KFC. And went home.
PET's SO. AND AUDI. HOHOHO.
And im not gamefreak, hubby. Is your hubby game freak. AAHAHA :D

Ohya, went back to SD that day. And have lots of fun as well :D

And some funny thing is, i wrote " complain letter " ,

but the manager came to me wrinting, " REJECTED " LOL.

He's damn funny and kuku i tell you. Josh said he's mixed dennis and ken.

Perhaps? His hair style and size? Totally same okay! :D

The first photo have his face. hahha.

So wento buy new handphone today! Finally! Got my C905 FINALLY.

And waited for xw for nearly 1 hour @ tiong.

Sat at coffee bean to wait for him. So cold alright.

Very bored. Busy Audi-ing + facebook.

Shall go back and Audi nowwwww :D

Stayed @ home whole day. Hubby da bao food for me! CHICKEN CHOP! :D

So nice of her right? Im just plain too lazy to get my ass outta my bed.

So i played Audi and pet society whole day at my comfy bed. Jealous not! :D

Ahahaa, shall go and audi now already. byebyeee!

Part and parcel of life.
Tired of every single thing in my life.
I saw those memories. So many flashed across my mind.
Im so tired. Tired of smiling every now and then.
Be it facing my close friends or strangers, i still need to smile.
I feel like going back to work again.
I really need something to occupy myself and brain.
I really find it hard to believe guys again.
Be it promises or not, i dont know how to believe anymore.
And they can never reach my heart anymore.
Maybe i've not seen the world much yet. Or i've only been thru 2 relationships.
But it's more then enough to take away all my energy.
And asking me to go in to another relationship, i cant bring myself to.
I really appreciate Kim, Hubby, Nowell, Xuanwei, Hakim to always be there for me.
Espically kim and eunice, who always messaged me almost everyday.
just to check if im alright. Im, really :D
I guess it's time to put all these aside and start on my books.
I dont wanna get myself hurt anymore for any relationship.
It's more then enough for me to take all these blow.
I dont know why whenever i listen to those songs, i get emotional easily.
Be it thinking of who, i guess im really tired and afraid.
Afraid of guys promises. Really.
Maybe i really really have yet get out from that place, maybe.
I miss my old-self.

Met xw today and cos of his bro's things. And i used golden leg and sent him to MRT.
And thanks for everything you've done. :) So much appreciated.
Breakfast w hubby tomo morning @ 7AM. HOHOHO. HOSEH liao.
Cos it's 2.30AM now and im still audi-ing. LOL.
Yah, and on the phone as well. Gosh, hubby, if i never answer your call tomo,
guess that you'd know W-H-Y already. =/ hahhha.

I'll pick myself up from where i fell.

I used nearly 2 hours to read all my post.
From the first till now. And i've deleted away 7 months post before.
And thinking back, why should i delete it away? -.-
Just reached home not long ago. Went nowell's house.
And walked back from kimtian, everything changed.

I wanna go back, bring me back, please.

One missing, cos sq went home early.

Grabbed these photos from my old mates blog.

Omg, i suddenly miss my secondary school days.

How i wished i can really go back. I promise i wont skip school anymore.

Sighh, I miss those sec2 times. And sec3 espically.

Im starting to imagine things again. WTF.

Speech day on 17th. Anyone going back to qss?

Hopefully the 8 of us can go back and take another group photo.

Although we're no longer together as a group. But at least, memories. :)

Ohyaa! I've forgotten to blog about what happened yesterday.
I mean one part of it. When hubby and me wanted to get taxi.
We were at taxi stand. So there's one aunty and indian lady.
Then this cab came and he's changing shift. So i asked him through window.
Before i could say my place, that two fking aunty shouted their place. WTF.
Then becos im at bukit merah centre. So is VERY NEAR.
Then the uncle agreed. Then the indian asked,
WHY THE UNCLE DRIVE THIS 2 GIRLS?! WTF?
I dint get angry about you snatching the ask thing.
And when uncle agree w my place, whats there to complain!? WTF?!
So i turn and stared at the indian girl. She kept quiet. PLEASE! -.-!

Then today, went out with bestie! :D So long since we had so much fun.
We went vivo and joke all the way, right?!
Then we went timezone. We so heng okay. Got one diao diao machine.
I just went there to move the stick cos of my itchy hand, the thing moved.
So i played. Then me and well wanted to play the dont know what.
Is 2 people playing w it and we use the thing to hit and stop. LOL. Pardon me.
And i saw one of the table beside got the plate. So we wento play.
So we got 2 free game today. LOL. Then took some photos.
Shall upload tomo or so, when im not lazy? hahahha.
So cabbed home after timezone.
And again, hubby MIA half way while messaging me. -.-! LOL.
Then when i called her, no answer. -.-! HUBBY AHH! lol.
ALright, shall go off now. Will private my blog by next week, i guess. :D

搞笑 - 罗志祥

那一条牙膏在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡想闹就闹
好快乐少了人唠叨

蓝色的碗盘多买了一套
我忘了没人陪我通霄
要多少替代的丑角无辜的陪笑
才会让我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑借着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了

还在搞笑害怕回家不知怎么熬
这么多年早就喜欢有你的撒娇
我想我能熬但是至少要让我知道
你好不好

我们的小狗食量变好小
眼神里常常显得无聊
他习惯睡觉的床位少了一双脚
所以他常常看着门口睡不着

我在搞笑借着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉
我受不了

我在搞笑却在最后眼泪拼命掉
你的离开失去多少我计算不了
忙完了一天突然觉得又何必辛劳
对谁炫耀

还在搞笑是否拥有麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌却避不开催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹希望听到有人会提到
你好不好

Im already bloody moody and im really crazy to still listen to these type of song.
WTF?! It's already 5.30AM and im still so awake.
I know the below pictures, one picture is missing.
And XW cant stop laughing at the 3rd pic. -.-!
Argh, HOW I WISHED I REALLY CAN " 突然觉得我可以死掉 "
Nahbey. How i wished i can really die off now. Zzz. Fuck.

Boooooo! Yo Yo Yo ! :D
Supposed to meet hubby for lunch.
But something happened and buttt, we still met each other :)
So wento bukit merah KFC and had our lunch there.
So came to my house after KFC.
And we started to camwhore like SUCKERS. =/
1 - 10. Ahahah. we did 20 shoots lor. So i uploaded 10.
Had mac delivery and we chatted so much like crazy.
she laughed till i dont know like what!? HOR?!
And sent her to bustop. Just reach home not long ago.
Conference w xw, ruben and gary. LOL. We playing dont know
wht continue words lah. So LOL.

Alright, let the pictures do the talkings of what happened just now at my house.
Hubby! I love you. Dont sad! GOT MEEEEE :D Muacks*

Every tiny bits of quarrels seems so imperfect.
But when we really think back.. Is not those romantic times are perfect.
Though nothing is perfect in this world.
Is those small stuffs that make one angry made us miss more.
And then we'll realise that it's more then perfect. More than what we think.
We always thought that when guy planned some big surprises
or get those super expensive gifts for girl means perfect.
But no? Is those small quarrels and actions of concern, right?
Understand? No? Me too.

Met bestie today. Bused to Queenstown and went hawker together.
Grandma cooked sharks fin today for me :D
Im super not in a good mood today. Am thinking of lots of things.
How i wished i can really disappear from this world.
Or forget everything in my life. All i've been thru.
I thought that it should train me stronger. But why am i feeling so weak?
Im just not worth for any love. I should just stay away from love, far away.
So maybe i should not consider getting another relationship.
Im so vexed now. Seriously. My head will burst anytime. :(

When you want to get something you like badly,
you'll need to lose something you love badly.
And when you lost something you need badly,
you'll get something you wanted badly.

How true?

Nothing much happened today, just normal life goes on.
Cooked chicken cutlet today and forgot HP source lorz. -.-
And kimmie called me today and i picked up.

Kimmie: HELLO?!
ME: What?!
K: WTF?! CALL WRONG. lol.
M: WTF!? LOL. dont be too cute.
K: Im always cute lorz.

Nway, majong w loves tomo! :D Might be going over to K's house overnight!
I nearly cried at bus just now. I dont know why.
Ipod songs are not suitable for me now, guess so.
Afterall, this is part and parcel of life. Another experience for our life.
Super tired like fuck. Bath pooter just now and she's damn cute!
Very random, i know. LOL. My bed's calling me.
And hubby! WHERE ARE YOU?! haha.
Shall go and call my hubby for sweet talk time. LOLz. bye people!
I think i'll be privating my blog for sometime. For personal reasons.
Dont wanto change URL cos im super inlove w this url.
Plussss, i've been using this URL for going 5 years. Ahahah. Coolz?!
Nights! "D

Please, stay strong.

I've realised who are the ones there for me when im down.
After this incident, i've saw who are the friends that stay, who left.
Thanks to Hubby & Kimmie most.
Always the one that cheers me up and be there for me.
Listening to my ranting and crying. Only you both.
I dont need lots of friends but you two. :) Thanks alott!
Esp hubby! Talked and talked to me. Also KIMMIE okay! LOL.

Met xw today at SK. I flew to SK for pasar malum. LOL.
And bought POOPOO's dog food just now. And im broke now already. F.
Bused home at 8 plus. Im super tired now.
Have been going out for dont know how many solid days from morning till night.
And im super super tired when i reached home. Shall go sleep already.
Nights people! :D