Friday, July 8, 2011
♥ so long
It's been idk how long since I last blogged. Blogger dont allow me t sign in at my comp. So here Im using my uncle's comp.
Did some blog hopping and feel like blogging eh!
Life was good but till recently. Life's going downwards which made me feel heartache. I dont want any changes. Becuz I love my current life. :) That incident was still lingering in me though it happened aweek plus ago. It just bothers me and I could eventually cry. I dont mind whtever around me changes. But just not without them. Packing my room just now and saw lots of old photos which flashes through so many memories. Be it good or bad, I know im into those emotionally state soon. And I start t think of that incident, again right now. Looking hard for a job but seriously, Idk why. Whenever Im serious into something, things just dont go my way at all. Very tired, but it seems that I can't slow down myself for everything around me anymore. This is life. I know. Im not trying to avoid, but I need time t adapt. I come off strong t everyone of you, doesnt mean life isnt hitting me hard. Tomorrow is Sat, and I dont know where t go. Why is it so? I never had this feeling before. Never at all, but now. And I started t understand, no one stays w you forever. Someday, they'll still move away and new people comes in. I dont want and I dont need. Everything can change for all they want, but not this. How I wished you'd give a pat on my head and tell me, everything's over and we'll be like before.
On the other hand, a happier note. My darling girl is getting married in 2 weeks time.
Darling, this was really affinity, right? Working at nightlife so long, I've never met any true lil friend whom I can pour some of my sorrows t or share any joyment w. Till I met that picture girl. We started of messaging for drinks and shopping, majong etc.. till now, Im gonna be her bride's maid. Idk is it correct not. But am really happy for when I heard that news y'know. Till now you're getting married. Stay happy okay, you'd sure be the prettiest bride on 28th! :) And Im gonna have the blink-est nails on that day! Muahahah! Let me steal a lil lime light from you kay! "D Love you!
Alright, shall go and continue packing my staffs. And I felt much better ranting it out now! :)
